Monday, November 27, 2006

I'm back from like disappearing for a total mth plus. On precious leave till tmr night and when i get back to camp its more work to do. Thanks to a worthless partmer i have in camp who doesnt nothing much except surfing the e-forum for god knows what reason?! What's there to read in a SAF forum?! -blah- Anw, happy birthday to me, myself and I. Celebrated my birthday at MOS on saturday night along with a good deal of tequila. I swear it makes you high like almost immediately! Big thanks to ethan baby, ally dearest, vans my bestie, mei mei and liling fer turning up to celebrate with me. Not forgetting the sexy movie youg guys bought fer me and that adidas tee. You guys made it fun through the night though the music kinda suck!

Attica on sunday night was a tad bit too frightening and most definitely truth shocking fer my sister fren. Sigh, cover blown and lets just hope i dont get into too much of a tangle. My plan to keep it away frm my family has gotta take another turn now. It may be a blessing in disguise i never know but its bothering me now! I even dreamt of it last night. GOSH!! Lets just hope he keeps mum about it! Zouk out on 9th dec, I know we all wanna go but its going to burn a hole in the pocket. Her story party on 14th dec at zouk. Looks like dec is a mth of partying on top of the festive season! ((:

Lets just get on with life and continue to suck it up till its dry and we leave this horrendous place! Hair cut tmr and dinner with Lina!

the.narcissist @ 11:45 PM

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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Cheers to the haze? I know many of you guys out there are cursing the haze fer making all of you sick. But this is a total good reason fer all the army boys out there to report sick! (: I'm on 3 days mc due to this lump growing at the back of my ear. Was expecting to have it removed through surgical means but the doctor decided not to cos he believes the swelling has gone down. Who cares when i can get 3 days mc right?? And i realised my blog design hasnt changed since i established it.. HAHAH! In actual fact i have no feaking idea how to change my blog page(hlp required).

Well, let me see, what do i have to update?? Lots to say buy lazy to type. my 2nd sis finally got married off officially and i'm way to happy(cos of the fat red packets i get frm opening car door, etc). looking forward to my eldest sis wedding which i hope to be soon, more $$ to earn, free clothes.. (: this time round i'm gg to leave the army out and i wont wanna talk bout anything that happens there cos too many things happened.

Ok, i need money. In short of cash and i wanna earn more. Been to attica, cube through the weekend and now i'm broke. Like real broke. Why cant clubs offer dirt cheap drinks where i can drink till i get drunk and not feeling poor the nxt morning? It takes quite a bit to get me drunk.. HAHAHA!!! Now i cant hlp but feel old. I have backaches evryday, puffy eyes and soon wrkinles will show..AHHH! I wanna look gd and hot so everyone will fall fer me. Oh, this post i so random i dont know what i'm writing now....

U made me look at U, now U turn away. What's wrong with U? Or what's wrong with me? I'm tired of talking to myself so can someone set me free? It's a big boy world now, full of big boy thingz. And everyday I wish I was small.

the.narcissist @ 12:46 PM

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Friday, August 04, 2006

As expected, luck wasnt what i had. My vocation requires me to stay-in, or rather my camp's the only damn one that makes the clerks there stay-in too. Imma now doing the "coolest" job on earth being a clerk at the MT Line. Worse of all, my bloody partner there pisses me off to the max. Ahh, a back stabber in the making. Whatever, i'm just gg to go throught this crap and get over and done with it.

So last week, i met that certain person once again. Totally unexpected but we just ignored each other and pretended that we both never knew each other. It certainly brought back painful memories that kept deep down inside my heart. I've got over it but somehow it left a scar. Afterall it was a relation that goes beyond just platonic friendship. But as they say if the old never goes, the new doesnt come. So i'm just waiting fer the new which seems totally non-existent.

I miss Jacq and Mukz so much and its been like 5 mths since we last saw each other! So can either one of u come meet me????!!

the.narcissist @ 11:07 PM

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

10 days of wonderful block leave's over and i'll be reporting back to my new unit tmr morning! Got my posting as a driver which i personally think tht it quite bad if i hafta stay in camp thru out my ns life. So guys, pls pray hard fer me tmr when i report to camp and they tell me tht mine's a stay out vocation(which is quite unlikely). But still, pray hard with me pls!!

How i wish i was in like a long lasting dream whereby i can get to enjoy freedom of a civilian. Seriously, guys out there, army isnt something to look forward to! HAHA! The whole block leave has been totally great fer me. Spent time swimming, suntanning, eating and smoking my lungs out. I want more of such life! When i had such a life few mths ago, i totally dread it cos i thought i was just wasting my life away but right now, i rather that to happen than be in ns where all i see is only army boys marching ard, trucks roving here and there! So when my 2 yrs is up, i'm gonna throw a huge party to celebrate my freedom!! Now, watch out fer tht!

okay, i need to be in camp early tmr so i'm gg to catch some slp now and will update soon if i dont get a stay in vocation! LORD, PLS BE SUPER KIND TO ME!!!! (:

the.narcissist @ 9:37 PM

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Thursday, June 15, 2006

Welcome me back people! i'm right now out of the dreadful island TEKONG, which i'm so thankful that this is actually happening. Clearing my block leave till the end of this sun and i'll be reporting to my new unit fer duty! Seriouly, i sound like i'm all excited but god damnit, i'm so not liking NS! All that one can do in tekong's to wait fer hours to pass by and the weekend to near.

as you know, block leave is hell of impt to NSFs, how could i put them to waste?? So fer the past few days, i've been hanging out with jean darling, ethan baby and ally the gorgeous. Its hilarious i swear to have company frm these babes. We tried sun tanning twice but on both days, either its raining or its bout to rain! Movie night was like the best cos we had the 2 girls entertain us till like 5 in the morning! I could roll on the floor and die of a cramped up stomach!

Met up with nad and star last week and i totally miss them like crazy! now, i just received a msg frm jac that she might not be meeting me and mukz tmr! OMG..i'll kill u i swear!
Now getting back to NS life, i have bout 1yr and 8 mths more to i ord and waiting isnt what i really like.
Its a total waste of time and it kills social life. There's so much i can do with this yr plus of service man! To all those who havent yet enlisted, i wish u all the best! Bmt wont be that bad but if ure in the combat unit after bmt, hell has just begun! hohoho..

Posting will be out in bout 10hrs 5mins time so guys pls pray hard fer me!! till the nxt post, goodbye!

the.narcissist @ 11:55 PM

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Friday, April 07, 2006

In about 24plus hours time, i'll be shaving my wonderful hair away to officially become a NS boy. woot! Somewhat excited to get fit but yet still rather apprehensive on booking in to camp. Thats all because i'm gonna miss so many ppl while i'm slogging my arse off there. Family members(yes, i do miss them) and friends, most importantly ethan baby and jean darling! The past few months that we hung out together practically everday and still isnt sick of one another just means so much to me. Its not like i'm never gonna see u guys again but we'll be spending much lesser time together soon! You both are like part of my family and i love u two.

I'll miss u guys to the max and be ready to see a tanned, fit and bald new me in come 3weeks time!

Zouk on wed night was fun with my sisters, with the reunion of the fan-tong gang! HAHA! Brenda's flying off to melb later i think so its more of a farewell kinda thing fer her!

Sorry to those whom i really didnt have the time to meet up with after coming back frm bkk, time with really tight!

I'll see u guys when i book out kay??

nad: i still have the bag i bought fer u!

Ethan baby: i forgot to return u ur lenses as well as ur brooch! (:

Guess this would more or less be like one of the last post i'll be typing fer the next mth or so, but the tagboard's still alive! So tag ppl and i'll know whats going on if i use the comp! ((:

the.narcissist @ 3:51 AM

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Wednesday, April 05, 2006

I'm officially back frm bangkok and in a few days time, to be exact, 3days, i'll be shaving my hair, serving the nation!

Bangkok was extremely fun with my sweetest, bestest and closest sisters in the world. The shopping, eating, laughing, clubbing, smoking and massages, though it was so damn hot in bangkok. And not forgetting the elephants, riding the grass horse(or what-so-ever that was there) and constantly poking fun at yuanie! So much memories in bangkok and i think i left my heart there too. Shall collect it back when i officially ord frm ns! Any takers to join me??
The past 6 days and 5 nights with ethan, jean and yuanie will always be kept in my heart and yes, i'll look back in time to come when i'm in ns and start wearing a similar smile i wore to bangkok! ((:

And to all those who wants to meet me before i enlist, i'm free only till thurs cos i'll be at home on fri packing my stuff and spending time with my family, so quick call me to book an appointment! HAHAHA!
I'm so gonna miss hanging out with my babies, ethan and jean! Didnt really expect us to be this close but we are! Life's gg to be different in camp without u both! but no worries, we'll rock sg when i ord! ((: Miss me like how i'll miss u guys ya? Thanks fer everything you guys gave me, the fun, the laughter, the sharing, the whoring, the bitching, the waiting, the smoking and the love and concern! Love u both! *muacks*

jacq: where in the world are u at now? running ard with mukz! meet me soon!

nad: i bought a bag fer u! meet me too!

star: i'm seeing u later!

vans: contact me quick too!

To all those who still have no idea when i'm enlisting, its on the 8th of april! Bye darlings! )):

the.narcissist @ 6:47 AM

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