Wednesday, August 31, 2005

I'm growing more to be a bitch literally. Bcos all i do is to bitch bout others and oogle at other ppl! haha. Havent really been studying though dere's some progress with my studying scheme. I'm typing this post feeling bitchy cos i received some stupid stuffs jus now. What a despo is all i can say. HAHA!! Econs tuition starts in about 30mins time and i'm so frigging tired. Wonder what Melvin's gonna teach later!

Went back to skl to watch the dance performance by the dance team and i seriously think that the standard has dropped. I mean the steps were all kinda simple and anyone who's inclined to dancing could easily replicate it after watching it a few times. The dressing was wrong and most importantly the coordination was kinda bad! I'm not trying to say they suck cos i noe its not easy to dance but i jus think dere's so much tt can be improved. I'm kinda thinking of venturing into dancing cos i feel attracted to the groovy moves and jumpy beats. haha. Here i am bitching bout others again. OMG! I shld change fer nuts if not everyone will so hate me. haha.

Dropped by my sec skl to pay a visit to my teachers and boy they were jus so shocked to see me! It took them like a min to realise tt i'm actually the geeky Eugene they used to taught. haha. I changed and so did everyone. Haha. Forgot to mention tt i'm pissed with the ppl who bought the same bag as i did and i;m so not taking it to skl anymore cos i wont want to be looking the same as everyone else! -bleah- On a lighter note, i got a new jacket frm OAKLAND which cost bout 109bucks. But it's worth it i tell u!! -evil grin- Its red in colour btw. haha! And i hope Jacq and Max makes gd use of the bk tt i "bought" fer them! haha.

Hmmm.. i guess thats all i'm writing fer now cos i cant really think well right now so till the nxt post, i lurve u guys! BYE!! (:

the.narcissist @ 4:43 PM

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Monday, August 29, 2005

I was kind of lazy to blog yesterday and the day before so i left it blank! Haha. Well i went out on sat with Lina(cos we both got ditched by the rest of the clique) to walk ard in town. She got herself this limited edition bag tt cost 89bucks only and i got myself a new cap frm quiksilver. Both items are really nice cos i chose them and knowing my fabulous taste how bad can it be rite?? -laughter- I have been spending like nobody's business lately which hapens to be a total crime for me. I'm broke now and i'm suffering.

Carrying on with today, i met up with jacq to study at siglap starbucks! We did so much bitching and eavesdropping on other people in starbucks. Some VS teacher was self-proclaiming on how gd she was in teaching and referred her student as a butterfrog?(wonder what on earth is tt) She was so full of herself i could jus stand up and tell her she's blak and ugly. pukes! Somehow Miss Jacqueline Chan became depressed after seeing Mark Chay the swimmer and his swimmer fren cos they were so hot! She whined and groaned on wanting to find a similar hot dude like them! -madness loomed- I studied frm 12 to 6 with reasonable amt of rest and moments of excitement. Haha.

We both then went to bedok corner to have our dinner and i ordered chicken satay fer both if us. Jacq got fooled into believing she was consuming chicken stomach tt she had to play with it till she got convinced it wasnt. What a pathetic loser! -smiles- both of us the bitches went hm after tt and i'm now sitting in front of my computer screen writing this entry! haha. tts all folks and i want somebody tonight! BYE (:

the.narcissist @ 10:22 PM

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Friday, August 26, 2005

First of all i want to say that i'm so going to be dead fer my Gp prelim today! The comprehension was a total killer and most of us couldnt even comprehen what the qns wanted! It was jus so difficult okie? Almost wanted to kill myself after the test cos its the first time in which i ever felt that comprehension cannot be done! OMG! But other then the comprehension the essay was still okie, at least i was still able to write out some shit to hand in. HAHA. And after tt me, QQ, Lina, Angela, Robin, Jun Wen and van went to Pizza Hut fer lunch and i ate pasta agian! haha. The thought of it makes my mouth water. I'm hungry now. ARGH~

Anyway all of us kinda got seperated after lunch cos QQ and jun wen had to be back in skl fer training? And Lina went fer a haircut with the companion of Angela and Jacinta. Whereas me, Robs and van went to town to shop and i bought a new adidas bag fer myself tt cost only $69, its frigging cheap and nice la. van was farking pissed with me cos she wanted to get it too but i SAW IT FIRST!! haha!

TOO BAD FER VAN!!! haha. And i had to rush hm fer tuition at 5 and tt kinda sums up the day fer me! haha. go to my friendster to check out my new baggy!! -smiles- bye!

the.narcissist @ 9:47 PM

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Thursday, August 25, 2005

This will be really short post cos tmr's GP prelim exam. I hafta do a lil bit of last min read thru, if not i will definitely fail it tmr! Haha. Nothing really interestin happened today besides me reading thru some of the notes i haf fer GP which was kinda useless-snorts- I'm still experimenting out with my hair cos its kinda short and i duno how to style it! My mood's getting better ored but the scar will always remain. Received a special something yest and i hope it wont turn out to be as the same as the previous one.(if it ever develops into a special relationship..haha)

Okays i dhall jus stop here fer now and i'll write more tmr if i have the time to do so! Yupyup. luvre myself! (: bye!

the.narcissist @ 8:35 PM

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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Omg omg! I have so much to complain bout my maths teacher Mrs Lim! I can say she's toatlly naggy and LO-SOH. She takes a total of 20mins to go thru 1 stupid maths qn and keeps repeating the qn. Like duh-i can read it on my own??? Frigging pissed i tell u. And she can take another 10mins to plan out what she wants to do fer study break? Guess i'll only need 2mins if i were her. But then again i'm not like her so its a different story liao. Haha! Because of her long-windedness Lina and Jacinta had to wait fer 1/2 an hr fer us before we headed down to PS fer swensen's sundae which cost only $4 fer students? Haha..practically cheap shit we were eating la! haha..

And i went to REDS to get my hair cut cos my long hair was pissing me off. My stylist called Cindy gave me a total new look! haha. Those curious can wait on fri to see my hair. Haha. I think its not too bad this time round cos Lina, Jacinta and Angela says it looks quite gd jus tt my front was a lil too short. HAHA!! Getting a picture ored?? But my back looks really cool! oooh~ Most prob i'll be gg back there to get my hair done ored. hee! After tt we took neo prints which kinda turned out to be damn gross cos the pictures were all so bright. Could hardly even see our faces! I was so late fer tuition at 5 tt i took a cab back to jurong. I waited fer like 15 mins to get a cab la? Made my tuition teacher wait fer 15 mins lo. haha! Thank god he's sucha nice guy. Yupyup. I'm getting sleepy ored.. shall cont blogging tmr! (: bye!

the.narcissist @ 9:45 PM

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

I reckon i'm suffering frm mental illness because i've been acting strangely today. I think econs make me nuts cos i've totally no idea on wat Mr L.U.M(love u melinda) is talking about in class. It made me so bored i decided to turn my attention to Lina. Haha!! I so irritated her till she so couldnt take it, she almost went bonkers too. We sang some stupid chinese song by Faye Wong which was oh-so outdated and i wonder how i knewit. Must have been struck by some weird forces. haha! Then i decided to stunt Lina by cutting my toes nails in class and subsequently threw it into her handphone pouch. Haha!! I was so amazed by my own actions i couldnt stop laughning. That's actually a sign of depression u noe? -boo-

And yes, i went to skl today! Its a miracle tt i was able to wake up 5am in the morning to travel all the way frm jurong down to serangoon/hougang, where ever my lousy skl is. Skl was practically a total waste of time as usual cos dere was only GP and Econs tt i went fer, and skl ended at like 1pm??? wasteful shit~~ yucks! Will still be gg fer skl tmr cos i decided not to attend lessons on thurs since Gp prelim is like on FRIDAY. Gosh~its scaring the piss outta me! -laughs- I changed my blog's pic to this duno wat picture tt looked kinda blurry so i think i'll be changing it soon again but i need ur help Angela! haha..

After skl i went to bishan junction8 with MS QQ who was so nice to accompany me to get my socks. haha. i bought some nice accesories tt i'll be wearing tmr. And its damn cheap i solemnly swear! ahaha. cool huh? I'm oso kinda addicted with watching channel 8 serial drama shows now, watched some dragon shit and egg crap, 7 and 9 pm respectively. Which kinda mean tt i'm hardly even studying la. HAHA!! Shall not watch today's 9pm show to finish up my econs tys mcq qn fer my tuition teacher by tonight(which is kinda impossible cos i have 10cphts? but still i'll try to.haha) Okays. I shall stop here fer now and when i have spicy gossips to share i'll post again! -smiles-

the.narcissist @ 8:45 PM

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Monday, August 22, 2005

I woke up at 5 this morning and kept changing my alarm time to a later time till i got so restless i decided to skip skl again! -bleah- I'm cultivating such a bad habit ever since tt incident happened, i'm left with not much energy fer skl and studies which i sure noe its bad!! ): I need hlp here! ROARS!! Its stupig fer anyone to actually start thinking bout things u shld have long forgotten bout it cos u noe dere wont be anything wonderful tt will happen but it takes more than jus saying it! As they say its easier said then done. I'm still confused inside on which path to take but thank God i have support frm my frens! yippie!! But i jus hate tt person fer jus playing ard. I so wish tt person will get caught shitting without toilet paper or water.haha! i'm evil but tt person's worst, deserves all these treatment!

Well i haven studied since i woke up. I'm actually quite amazed by my abilities to waste time by not doing anything. haha! But i'll start studying after i write this blog entry! -smiles- Its also kinda useless to be in skl today cos dere isnt any really impt stuff tt must be known now since they finished teaching the syllabus, but still i must pretend tt i'm so gd and attend skl frm tmr onwards. hee~ I sure cant wait fer my prelims to be over so i can finally meet all my sec skl frens again. Its been like frigging long since i last saw them. hahA! miss them till i can reach to kiss my own ass. haha! LOoking forward to meeting them..hmm..(:

But right now i better get back to studying my econs fer tuition tis wed and fri, i lead sucha hectic lyf so its no wonder i cant wake up early in the morning to go to skl(its jus a plain excuse..haha)-beams- And dere's another thing i almost forgot, i'm stopping maths tuition fer this mth cos Sharon, my tuition buddy decided to start gg fer tuition only nxt mth so we need not pay fer the lessons we dun go fer this mth. That will mean tt i have an extra $150 since i wont need to pay tuition this mth and my mum doesnt noe bout tis! But i'm still thinking on whether i shld be a gd boy and tell my mum bout tis or jus keep the $150 fer myself to clear my debts and shopping? its quite a lot of money u noe?(i cld do lots of things with it). Somehow i think i need to return half of it so as to not feel tt bad bout lying to my mum and all the stuffs tt i have done lately tt will jus break her heart so much if she finds out bout it! -sigh- I'm darn confused now and i sure need some advice. yupyup! And i'll need to re-think on the stuffs i did tt would be heartbreaking and realise wats the best route fer me to take and continue with my lyf.

Yupyup. Shall get down to studying now if not i'll feel even more guilty using my sis hm to not study. sighsigh. -sadness looms in my room- Till my next post, i lurve and hate myself.. bye!

the.narcissist @ 3:30 PM

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Sunday, August 21, 2005

sigh! wat a long it is today. feel super duper dumb rite start in the morning! haha. woke up at 7 to prepare fer tuition at parkway. i left hm and went all the way to parkway but i received a msg frm Sharon saying she's not gg fer tuition. so i decided not to go too cos i'll feel super intimidated alone. haha!! was meeting Jacq later in the afternoon so i decided to stay at ard tt area. haha. so i went to burger king to study all ALONE frm 9 to 11. and tt wonderwoman Jacq was super late. came only at 1pm to meet me cos she had impt things to do. so forgiven! haha.. and i had this super big riped pimple on my cheek when i woke up tis morning?? hate it to the max.

we went to cartel to haf our lunch tgt. Jacq named my pimple polly.haha! and i revealed some shocking news to Jacq. not many ppl noes bout tis so it was kinda shocking fer her. yup. den later Mukz joined us at bout 2.30 to haf her lunch too.. haha! den i oso told her tt shocking news and both of them kinda got shocked by it. its nothing gd bout the news but i learnt a lesson and it brought the 3 of us closer too. yup! its dumb thinking back on tt thing and i became quite depressed too. haha! the 2 nice gals was kinda trying quite hard to make me feel better by accompanying me fer dineer till bout 8plus. we had pasta fer dinner again. haha! think i lead a boring lyf cos my lyf revolves ard pasta. haha! and at 5.52, polly my pimple bursted and died a horrible death. sob sob!! haha

then the 3 of us left parkway at bout 9 and me and jacq decided to take a cab down to her hm and i went to tanah merah. i was actually holding back my piss(new word frm jcq) fer quite sometime and when i reached tanah merah i couldnt find the toilet la! so i decided to do wat lil kids normally would do. haha! the rest is up to ur imagination!!! ROARS~~ haha. i lurve talking to Jacq and Mukz cos we kinda haf this vibe gg on. well tts a summary of wat happened today and i guess i'll start writing more when i get use to this blogging stuff! haha. till den i lurve myself! (:

the.narcissist @ 10:55 PM

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Saturday, August 20, 2005

haha. this is my first ever blog i'm ever posting in my entire lyf. while, first i hafta thank Angela fer helping me dsign tis blog page cos i know nuts but blogging! haha. i wanted jessica alba to be in my blog and Angela found a really cool pic of her! oo wee.. thanks again Angela. i owe u ice-cream!

i shall start with saying that i'm so darn bored at hm that i kinda decided that i wanted a blog of my own, after reading like oh-so-many blogs my frens have. it does bring on the urge huh?? hmm.. still kinda new at this so i'm jus rather testing it out. haha~ i spend my entire day at hm rotting. woke up at 9 cos my niece was screaming her head off, running to my bed calling my name and pulling my hair! and mind u she's only 1yr old! with no one to make fer me breakfast i had to accomodate by eating maggie mee fer breakfast, bread fer lunch and PIZZA fer dinner. ahaha. dinner was the best! its free somemore. my sis paid fer it!

so tt practically states what i did the entire day.haha! did no studying, but i'm kinda feeling the pressure now with the stupid prelims coing up! argh~i hate skl to da max!! wonder why i'm even studying when i don even attend lessons in skl. haha! these few days were so torturous fer me la! i had to deal with Apple who happens to be farking player. likes playing ard..haiz. only Van, Marsh and Nad will noe. i'm so dying. its wrong to do wat i'm doing but i cant control it. watever. shant say anything else now. haha! i ave like maths tuition tmr which i haven been gg fer 2 weeks?? naughty boy huh? will be gg tmr though..haha!

think i said quite a bit fer my ever first post so i think i'm gg to stop here and wanna thank Ms Angela fer designing tis blog fer me. shall teach me more when u have the time ya girl?? thankies!

the.narcissist @ 11:38 PM

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