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Monday, August 22, 2005

I woke up at 5 this morning and kept changing my alarm time to a later time till i got so restless i decided to skip skl again! -bleah- I'm cultivating such a bad habit ever since tt incident happened, i'm left with not much energy fer skl and studies which i sure noe its bad!! ): I need hlp here! ROARS!! Its stupig fer anyone to actually start thinking bout things u shld have long forgotten bout it cos u noe dere wont be anything wonderful tt will happen but it takes more than jus saying it! As they say its easier said then done. I'm still confused inside on which path to take but thank God i have support frm my frens! yippie!! But i jus hate tt person fer jus playing ard. I so wish tt person will get caught shitting without toilet paper or water.haha! i'm evil but tt person's worst, deserves all these treatment!

Well i haven studied since i woke up. I'm actually quite amazed by my abilities to waste time by not doing anything. haha! But i'll start studying after i write this blog entry! -smiles- Its also kinda useless to be in skl today cos dere isnt any really impt stuff tt must be known now since they finished teaching the syllabus, but still i must pretend tt i'm so gd and attend skl frm tmr onwards. hee~ I sure cant wait fer my prelims to be over so i can finally meet all my sec skl frens again. Its been like frigging long since i last saw them. hahA! miss them till i can reach to kiss my own ass. haha! LOoking forward to meeting them..hmm..(:

But right now i better get back to studying my econs fer tuition tis wed and fri, i lead sucha hectic lyf so its no wonder i cant wake up early in the morning to go to skl(its jus a plain excuse..haha)-beams- And dere's another thing i almost forgot, i'm stopping maths tuition fer this mth cos Sharon, my tuition buddy decided to start gg fer tuition only nxt mth so we need not pay fer the lessons we dun go fer this mth. That will mean tt i have an extra $150 since i wont need to pay tuition this mth and my mum doesnt noe bout tis! But i'm still thinking on whether i shld be a gd boy and tell my mum bout tis or jus keep the $150 fer myself to clear my debts and shopping? its quite a lot of money u noe?(i cld do lots of things with it). Somehow i think i need to return half of it so as to not feel tt bad bout lying to my mum and all the stuffs tt i have done lately tt will jus break her heart so much if she finds out bout it! -sigh- I'm darn confused now and i sure need some advice. yupyup! And i'll need to re-think on the stuffs i did tt would be heartbreaking and realise wats the best route fer me to take and continue with my lyf.

Yupyup. Shall get down to studying now if not i'll feel even more guilty using my sis hm to not study. sighsigh. -sadness looms in my room- Till my next post, i lurve and hate myself.. bye!

the.narcissist @ 3:30 PM


Don't Lie; Black Eye Peas
[WILL] Hey, baby my nose is getting big
I noticed it be growing when I been telling them fibs
Now you say your trust's getting weaker
Probably coz my lies just started getting deeper
And the reason for my confession is that I learn my lesson
And I really think you have to know the truth
Because I lied and I cheated and I lied a little more
But after I did it I don't know what I did it for
I admit that I have been a little immature
Fucking with your heart like I was the predator
In my book of lies I was the editor
And the author
I forged my signature
And now I apologise for what I did to you
Cos what you did to me I did to you

[FERGIE]
Nononono baby, nononono don't lie
Nononono, yeah you kno know know know you gotta try
What you gonna do when it all comes out
When I see you & what you're all about

Nonono baby, nononono don't lie
Yeah you kno you kno you kno you kno you know you gotta try

[APL]
She said I'm leaving
Cos she can't take the pain
It's hard to continue this love it ain't the same
Can't forget the things that I've done inside her brain
Too many lies committed too many games
She feeling like a fool getting on the last train
Trying to maintain but the feeling won't change
I'm sorry for the things that I've done and what I became
Caught up in living my life in the fast lane
Blinded by lights, cameras, you know the fame
I don't know the reason why I did these things

[APL and FERGIE]
And I lie and I lie and I lie and I lie
And now our emotions are drained
Cos I lie and I lie and a little lie lie
And now your emotions are drained

[FERGIE]
Nononono baby, nononono don't lie (no, don't you lie)
Nononono, yeah you know know know know you gotta try (got to try, got to try)
What you gonna do when it all comes out (what you gonna do baby)
When I see you & what you're all about
Nonono babe, nononono don't lie
Because you kno you kno you kno you kno you know gotta try

Ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ba da ba da ba da ba da badabada

[TABOO]
Yo, I'm lying to my girl
Even though I love her
And she all in my world
I give her all my attention and diamonds & pearls
She's the one who makes me feel on top of the world
Still I lie to my girl, I do it

[APL and FERGIE]
And I lie and I lie and I lie till there's no turning back
I don't know why, (and I lie and I lie till I don't know who I am)

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