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Friday, September 30, 2005

OMG. I think blogger's back to normal, i dont see distorted options now. That's good, but i dont really need fanciful things in my blog so if it screws up i wouldnt really bother. HAHA! But what bothers me is that my handphone's MMS service is down. I cant send MMS and i have no idea why. Called Starhub but they said it was some technical problem weeks ago? Now its still down. I want to upload some of my pictures onto friendster! F-ing Starhub, u should burn and die! ):

I kind of had a chat together with my mom and sis last night and somehow i feel bad that i aint performing how i should be in my studies, though i refused to admit that in front of them. Haha. And i dont get along well with my dad. I can actually spend almost 18 years of my life not really bothering when his birthday is and what i'll be getting him for Fathers' day. I'm feeling a little remorseful but i dont really want to think so much at the moment. HAHAHA.

Will be meeting QQ later in town to do a little window shopping(i hope,cos i'm damn broke now) and for dinner. I postponed econs tuition today because Melvin couldnt make it earlier and he doesnt really want to end earlier because he'll feel bad eating my money. haha. Sucha nice econs tutor i have, so much frigging better than MR ALEX LUM. -pukes- I'm kind of in the mood for christmas though its like 2 mths away. I love the prezzies, the homely feeling i get and the company of friends. Haha (((: And did i mention i feel like clubbing tonight again?? Anyone nice enough to tag along with me?????? hahaha (:
Okays, shall head for the shower now and get myself prepared to go out. I'm dropping by my grams place later to check her out(sounds wrong), bcos i havent seen her in like 3 to 4 mths??? yupyup. Till then ciaos. (:

the.narcissist @ 1:44 PM

Thursday, September 29, 2005

Sore throat's back from outer space. Its hurting so badly i wish for a new throat. LAME SHIT! Whatever~

Skipped school today because of its frigging slack timetable. And i havent really got down to mugging which is kind of scary at the moment. I should take sometime off my busy schedule to actually start reading my notes, too many fanatasies, dreams and rubbish on my mind lately. OMMMP~ I need a confession!

Something's wrong with blogger and it seems screwed up.

Anyway i forgot to bring my contact lens back home, i left it at my sister's home. That means i'll be going out with my awful looking spectacles. SHIT

OH~ I want to work now, not studying but earning money! There's a vacancy at NewUrbanMale, the one at hereen and i'm so tempted to apply for it and just quit school. HAHA! (: Alomst forgot that i met one of my Secondary best friend, Yue Yuan at PS on Monday. Happened to be at PS so decided to drop by Cafe Cartel to check out if she was working. She was about to hve her break so i decided to accompany to eat her lunch. Did a little bit of catching up and i realised we havent really talked fer 2 whole years. Sigh~ I'm missing the times the 3 of us(Tracie, Yue Yuan and I) spend together, the silly things we did in lower sec and the laughter we shared during that time. GOSH~~ Im so missing u TRACIE!! Come home quick!

Was supposed to be meeting up with secondary school mates but apparently most of them cant make it today so i guess it'll take ages for us to finally meet up. Haha~ ):

Okays i have to get down to studying if not i'll just be as dead as my rotten apple.

Ciaos. ((:

the.narcissist @ 11:34 PM

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Havent been updating my blog lately because nothing really fantastic happened and writing some useless stuff would be irrelevant right? haha! I just came home from school which was a total waste of my time. The new timetable's so f-ing slack, i end at 12.15pm on Mondays, Tuesdays and Thursdays. 1pm on Friday and 3.15pm on Wednesday. While i skipped school on Monday and part of today's timetable. Went for Econs lecture only. Apparently it doesnt really matter if i do turn up fer schol or not because my Ct is an old woman with failing memory. HAHA! I like it when she forgets all about MC or parents letter when ure MIA.

Anyway i'll be having a torturous 2 hours of Econs tuition later at 5 so i better go prepare for it. Till then, BYE! (:

the.narcissist @ 3:36 PM

Sunday, September 25, 2005

I was dead drunk last night during Lionel's bdae party. Though i had plenty of fun just popping my head to the music and going nuts with his friends. I didnt know what i was drinking cos everyone was downing alcohol down my throat and the last thing i knew i was vomiting like shit outside the club, at the hawker centre, at Lionel's void deck, at Lionel's home and finally back at my own home. WTF. I felt like total nut case vomiting everywhere i went and they were taking care of me, though they were drunk too. HAHA! It was just lots of fun and i know my complexion's gonna get killed cos they were wiping my face with wet tissue like mad to try making me feel better. NOT ONCE BUT PLENTY OF TIMES!! OMG!

I never ever want to get drunk again cos the feeling suck big time, esp when u start vomiting. My eyeballs were practically coming off the socket. PUKES! Just woke up from my sleep and i think i'm going to have my lunch, bcos my stomach's empty.(vomited till i only left air inside) -slaps my own face-
What a F-ing disgrace sia, but thank god i wasnt the only one who was dead drunk. haha. OH.. There was this guy who was drunk(worst then me) but somehow could drink VODA VODA mineral water, then he stodd up in the hawker centre and ran(stupidly fast) away to duno where and people had to start chasing him. HAHA. Pathetic loser number 1. haha. I"m still brooding over why i could be so drunk. -sobs- ):

But most importantly i had fun, Lionel had fun and the rest had fun. Anw HAPPY 18Th BIRTHDAY LIONEL, ure a total bitch! (:

the.narcissist @ 3:10 PM

Thursday, September 22, 2005

I was literally lost for words when i woke up this morning. Couldnt breathe a word bcos of my throat. It hurt like mad when i drink water. So i decided to take a trip down to see my family doctor. Throat infection! This is crapo!

I hate having a bad throat cos it deprieves me of a chance to speak!

I'm feeling drowsy now. TIPSY!! (:

the.narcissist @ 9:01 PM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Prelims are finally over. What a total bitch it is! It screwed my complexion, locked my freedom and chased away all the wonderful sleep i could have gotten. I HATE U PRELIMS!! Anw its over so i forgive u, haha! (: Well, its the upcoming big A's that i'm kinda worried at. Looking at my prelims i guess most likely i'll be serving the nation a yr later than the rest of the guys in my skl. WTH! -sianz-

I guess i have found my long lost insanity. I find joy in speaking thai language which i totally dont noe, and it gives me the satisfaction to see someone just staring in awe which my "knowledgeable" self. OMG! I'm nuts, someone send me to the nearby mental institute. Well my throat hasnt recovered yet, in fact it jus got worst frm the constant crap shit i was blabbering off just now. What a frigging bitch i was! haha. Bought myself a new outfit to go clubbing this sat and its a ripcurl singlet.

I'm having a major breakout. HELP ME!!! Someone prescribe me with some medication fer my face. Its being ruined. ):
I'm feeling tired i need my beauty sleep people. Ciaos. -smiles-

the.narcissist @ 8:45 PM

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Realised that i fell sick because i was sleeping directly under my air-con. Head kinda blew cos i decided to changed my sleeping position all thanks to my bimbotic sister. THANK YOU, ELIZABETH. You caused me to be terribly sick u bitch. haha. I'm still feeling a little feverish, though better then yesterday. But somehow my throat got worst. -puzzled- Bcos i drank so much water but it doesnt seem to even help the least bit. Okays, who cares anw if i fall sick and just die rite? So i'm just going to stop writing about me being sick.

First of all, i hate it when u walk on the streets and people just give you the stares. Either i'm f-ing good looking(which is not the case) or i'm f-ing ugly(which is totally IMPOSSIBLE). The whispers you hear just pisses me off. WTF. To those people who did that, PLEASE GET A LIFE! F-off. -shows diva sign-
Next, can somebody who's kind enough share with all of us a remedy to sore throat.(prefer those instant relief type). Bcos having a bad throat sucks biggie time ok??
And now i think i need to cuddle up in bed to replenish the lost sleep while i was out studying with Lionel at kovan Mac's today. gd nite ppl. I love u all! -snorts- (:

the.narcissist @ 9:15 PM

Monday, September 19, 2005

Feeling sick when i was doing my geo paper 2. The paper was ok, no comments. Anw i think i'm getting so paraniod lately.. Just now i had a mosquito bite on my feet and i went bonkers over it. It scared the shit outta me cos its the dengue period. Moreover i'm having a slight fever now with a bad throat and my whole body's aching. Bleah~~~ And i keep having the feeling like i'm being stalked and thats craziness. I was walking back to my home just now and i thought someone was following me. I turned back and all i saw was trees and nothing else. Could it be some tree spirits? I'm nuts!

I'm not feeling well so i'm gg to stop here. Shall just cuddle in bed later and sleep my ass off tmr. HAHA! Ciaos (:
(i dont want to have dengue fever, cos it means i wont be able to club this sat.pray hard!)

the.narcissist @ 8:27 PM

Sunday, September 18, 2005

My 4th sis was moving back to our thomson hm.

We did all the packing at the Jurong hm and somehow my sis forgot all about her bra.

Its important fer a flat-chested person she is. HAHA!

And we left, only remembering that she didnt include the most important thing in her lyf when she was at the carpark.

So she decided to call my 3rd sis to throw all her bra down in a plastic bag frm the window.

HAHA. And the bag went flying right down only getting caught onto someone else's bamboo stick. OMG.

CLASSIC MOMENT i tell you. I laughed till i had stomache cramps. I swear it was the funniest scene ever. Check out my sis face, it was like constipated with horror.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Most prob one of the most pai-seh moment fer my sis. OMG. So she had to go to our the neighbour's home to retreive her bras! F-ing hilarious. It totally brightened up my day.

Anyway i had a major bitching session with my sisters too. Its been quite a long time since we last bitched bout things.Haha. I'm feeling bitchy again. (:

the.narcissist @ 7:59 PM

No tuition today(taken mc). Its raining again- bleah~~

I'm bored stiff and have nothing to do except studying. GROSS~~

My new mp3 has not many songs, so people please send me nice songs. haha!

I'm wanting to club again. Any takers?

the.narcissist @ 12:13 PM

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Woke up with a splitting headache. No idea why bcos i din drink much last night when i was clubbing with Lionel. Had only a drink and now i'm having a headache. F-ing lousy i swear. Or may be its bcos of the smoke? Anw i meet the person i wanted to meet and i'm overjoyed. Super funny and lame with the hot looks. OMG this can kill. I'm not falling fer tt person i must say but just gushing over. -faints- ahaha. Still i think i suck with alcohol. My headache's kiiling me now.

And i got an Apple ipod mini instead cos my eldest sis din make it clear what i wanted so she jus bought anything. She actually mixed Ipod mini and Ipod nano up. OMG thats just the life of a rich woman, buying what she sees without even asking if its the correct one. But i'm still happy that she got me the mp3. Not being fussy over this cos i'm still shocked my mum told my sis to get it fer me. HAHA.

Okays. I need my beauty sleep again. Ciaos ppl. (:

the.narcissist @ 11:40 AM

Friday, September 16, 2005

I hate it! Econs paper 3 was yesterday and even though i prepared fer it, i left the examination hall feeling like a bitch on the loose! The paper was F-ing difficult and so was today's Maths paper 2. I practically sat down there the entire time doing nothing fer today's paper. The only useless bitch who doesnt noe a single shit bout maths in the entire hall. WTF. I'm pissed.

To me it feels like the end of the prelims bcos the next few papers are not really relevant in making me pass my sub. HAHA! Anw i decided to buy the Apple ipod Nano, which cost only $438. Rather cheap so i'm going to lay my hands on them soon. OMG! Its damn nice too. I like~~ Went shopping again today to get MR LIONEL aka Bitch present. Got him this Mont Blanc wallet which kinda drained my entire savings fer this month cos i nedd to return Lina money. Haha but i dont care bout how much it cost, just that it makes the person receiving it happy. AND YES LINA AND ANGELA, YOUR PRESENTS WILL BE EQUALLY EXPENSIVE NEXT YEAR, I WONT FORGET!! haha. And Lionel if ure reading this u better give me the information i want bout A. haha. Damn hot i must say. I'm not despo i'm just interested. Anw we saw Kym Ng and Brian Wong at hereen today, they were filming some programme fer channel U. Kym's pretty and sweet, nice and cute and basically everything cool. Hahaha.

Okay i'm going to fall asleep typing so i guess i'll jus stop here. Yawns. I feel like i'm drunk~~weee

the.narcissist @ 6:57 PM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Took my Maths paper 1 yesterday which i so totally know i will flung it. I only did 3 out of 14 qns. That would mean i will only be able to get at most 10 marks out of a 100, exculding all the wrong things i wrote in my paper. Haha. Right now i dont care bout my Maths bcos i have only been studying fer Econs. And the paper is tmr. PLS LET ME PASS IT!!! Okay, good news to share, my mum and sisters want to get me a MP3 player, god knows fer what reason they are being so kind to me. I was jus saying tt i think i need a MP3 den my 2nd sis said how bout getting an Apple IPOD? haha. What could have struck them to treat me better? Who cares anw if i can get my MP3. haha! Any recommendations ppl?

Moving on to something else. I hate people who cant keep secrets i tell them. If ure one of those who went to tell someone bout the biggest secret i have in my whole frigging lyf, u deserve to be shot dead. I HATE THESE PEOPLE! Cant u just keep ur mouth shut from telling others bout it? If i trust you enough to keep my secret you better keep it to yourself. Let me find out and u'll suffer BIG time. Okays, tomorrow's econs so i better get down to studying and make sure i pass my Econs tmr if not i'll be devastated. ):

I forgot to say i think i'm becoming a bitch tt plays ard, god pls dun ever let me do tt. I feel guilty! BYE!

the.narcissist @ 2:49 PM

Monday, September 12, 2005

Geography paper 1. I took it today morning at 7.59am and i gave up after writing my 1st paragraph. Lay on my desk and started falling asleep. Everyone's kinda writing their arse of while i just sat there thinking of what to write in my blog fer today. I actually hand written a copy of what i wanted to blog but it was on the question paper so i couldnt take it hm to type out. I felt like slapping myself fer not being able to work hard and study during the study break. Most probably i'll be the last in class this time round again. I really thought that writing crap at that time was so much better then staring blankly into space. HahA! And to Shamani, I'm sorry fer distracting you during the paper cos i made you feel like sleeping too. OMG and WTF. Tomorrow's maths and i will be equally free during the time period cos i haven studied anything. HAHA. PLS SAVE ME, SEND SOMEONE TO SHOT ME AND WAKE ME UP FRM SLACKING!!!

On a lighter note, things have been going on pretty well fer me the past few days, excluding my studies, and i wonder if such nice stuffs will continue to happen? (:
Worries are bountiful and on the same note, preventions are almost ubiqutious. You use condoms during intercourse for fear of unwanted pregnancy and STDs. In love, prevention is useless. So to all the farking players whose main aim is to screw people and throw them aside, think again. What comes around goes around. WTF. Hate that cheap bastard. -boo- HAHAH!!

I guess its back to studying fer me now, i shall try to memorise some formulas to test out tmr's maths test. Wish me luck and gd luck to my wonderful bunch of frens! Till den, ciaos! (:

the.narcissist @ 5:48 PM

Friday, September 09, 2005

OK! i shall start my blog by saying tt i went to meet Lina and Angela to study today.. fer details on studying part pls click onto my people-Angela at the side of my page and u'll noe bout studying. haha. Most importantly i hata mention bout the game we palyed today. It was those kind of grab a prize machines at arcades. For pictures on tt pls look at my dear fren Angela's blog! The 3 of us got 2pooh bears and 1 tigger in total. And there was this pts system each time u play, either u get pts added or deducted. In order to get the biggest prize which was a big size Melody u hafta get exactly 5 pts. Now let me ask u what 3+2 gives u? Know the ans? yup. apparently the arcade woman doesnt. She keot arguing with us tt we over shot the 5pts so Melody the frigging doll din drop instead it went back. THAT WAS FULL OF SHIT! So being the bitchy me i kept gg back to ask her fer it and i think she kinda gave up on us so she succumbed to my demand! haha. I mean i won it in the first place.WTF. She was like:"Were u the guy who spend a lot of money her? Since u did i give u the doll la." Argh.. I won it u bitch not u give me ok????? WTF. ok tts bout the whole story. Those interested in looking at pics pls refer to Angela's blog.

Haha. After tt i went to meet my fren fer dinner.-smiles- We ate Carl's Jr and the burger was like huge. Haha. Ok.. other details bout me gg out will not be given.haha! Tts all fer today. I FEEL BITCHY!! (: BYE

the.narcissist @ 11:54 PM

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Well first of all i had a wonderful day today! (: its was fun and enjoyable talking to you and making fun of ur actions! Anyway i went to meet Celine early in the morning at 9plus to sell her my newly bought adidas bag tt i only used fer twice. Haha thanks Celine fer giving me the extra cash to spend in the afternoon. We met Mr Chua Seng Siong cos he somehow came to burger king to study too and being nice ppl me and celine offered to let him sit with us to study. HAHA! Guess if my dear classmate is reading this she'll be damn jealous huh?(not mentioning who she is) But Celine and I left bk at around 12 to meet our own frens.

I had a great time after tt with a special someone later. Further details will only be given to those who know what i'm talking about. (: somehow i couldnt study much today too so i'm kinda dead and tmr's econs tuition and i haven done my hmwrk yet. OMG!! I"m gg off now to slp so i can wake up earlier in the morning to do my wrk. Haha ciaos ppl. i lurve u all! (:

the.narcissist @ 10:54 PM

Monday, September 05, 2005

Finally back to blogging. I was kinda lazy to update my blog fer the past few days bcos nothing really much happened in my life. Haha!! First of all i'm so gg to die fer my prelims cos i haven really started studying yet. Read thru a couple of topics fer econs and maths and i'm shocked on how the rest of u guys out there can actually study fer like 9 hrs or so?? -worries-

Anw i'm kinda happy fer the past couple of days. I'm attracted to u. I'm anticipating fer ur msg every single moment. I hope to see u online every time i get online. I'm addicted to ur jokes and tease. I'm jus lurving it. Think no one understands what i'm writing but its okie. I'm still waiting fer ur msg or fer u to get online. Why arent u ard? Haha!! I'm sucha fool la.

I duno what to write ored la. so gdbye everyone! (:

the.narcissist @ 10:00 PM