Thursday, October 06, 2005

My Maths teacher is one hell of a b****. She decided to complain to Mrs Kok that i didnt turn up for school on Tuesday and saw me loitering around in school only in the late afternoon. And because of her big mouth, my attendance's being closely monitered from now on. WTF!! Blah~~~ I hate her to the MAX~~

Anyway i wont be updating my blog for the next few weeks because i'm really stressed out by my atrocious results, thus i wont be using the computer during this period of 1 month. The next update shall be the day i end my big F-ing A's. HAHA!! So ya.. I'll miss writing here and i hope you guys will miss my blog too! (:
Till next time, GOODBYE!! ):

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the.narcissist @ 10:04 PM

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Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Econs tuition starts in about 1/2 hour time, and i havent done the essay that i'm assigned to. -slaps-
First of all i hate blogger because of its screwed up page and the errors it make while i write my entry.
Got back my General Paper and i did really badly this time round. *ashamed*
Bought myself some PUREDERM's Cucumber Eye Pads to help relieve my eye puffiness, soothe my tired eyes and make it look refreshed. HAHAHA. I"m on a quest to look younger now.-laughs-

Just wondering how i'll look like after my A's because i'll be partying my nights away.
Guess i'll need more of these stuffs to help replenish the loss of sleep. Blah~~~
Penniless yet again, some one please give me some money. haha~
While the rest of you guys are most probably having a nice time outside to relax yourself, i'll be starting my Econs tuition soon.
I"m bored to the last fibre and F-ing sick because my bad throat's back. ARGH~
Its been 2 weeks of sore throat. -sighs-
WTF, I'm going off now.BYE! (:

the.narcissist @ 4:46 PM

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Tuesday, October 04, 2005

A little update on what i wrote yesterday that got erased. I got back my Maths paper and suck big time in it. It came as a huge wake up call for me, thus i'm beginning to start my intense revision from now on. Just in case you were wondering, I only scored a bare 5 marks, thats out of a 100. -pathetic look-

Anyway, I was in school today for the night study programme, together with the bitch(Lionel), and he commented that i aged quite a bit with comparison to the pictures taken at the end of last year. It seems like i aged one and a half years more, my eyes look tired, puffy eyes and screwed up complexion. SHIT man. Must be due to the late nights out, lack of sleep and stress(not from studying). I need more beauty sleep now. Utterly devastated by the fact that i now look older than my age. -sobs-

As i continue to wollow in self-pity, many people out there must be studying their ass off for the Big A's. Stressful... Which means more breakouts. ARGH~~~
Okays, i got to go fetch my bitchy sister outside my home now. Till den, ciaos! (:

the.narcissist @ 10:07 PM

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Monday, October 03, 2005

OMG I hate blogger. Apparently i wrote my new blog and it got erased. FUCK YOU MAN. KAN NI NA BEH CHAO CHEE BYE!!! LAN JIAO!! WTF! I'M PISSED. ARGH. It was such an interesting blog entry. CHEE BYE! -shows 3rd finger- X1000000000 times.

the.narcissist @ 8:39 PM

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Saturday, October 01, 2005

How wish i was that homely person who prefers the environment at home rather than hanging outside. But unfortunately i'm not, which explains my die-hard addiction to clubbing and shopping. I could make good use of the time i spend outside by studying real hard at home. I hope to turn to that nerdy me and get down with studying. Apparently, i'm still stuck in this situation whereby i'm so frigging confused with myself. I see no future in the route i'm choosing right now but i cant seem to shake off the fact its not much of a choice. No one can understand the situation i'm facing and its difficult to find someone to pour these stuffs out. Even if there is, i wouldnt know where to start from. Sigh~~~~

I need the understanding from people that its not wrong of the way i'm choosing, but its just an unaccepting fact. I feel like i have been spending my life on a threadmill, everything seems so fast paced and once you try to stop, depression sets in. Everything's in a big mess and i wouldnt know where and when to start clearing up from. I wish i was still that 5 year old child where i could fall and cry, and even no matter how much it might hurt, some one would be there to take the pain all away. I hope i dont sink into depression soon. -dreadfulness- ):

Anw i jsu ended my econs tuition not too long ago and i'm F-ing hungry to the max. No breakfast taken and now i'm waiting fer lunch to come.haha! till den ciaos! (:

the.narcissist @ 1:58 PM

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