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Saturday, October 01, 2005

How wish i was that homely person who prefers the environment at home rather than hanging outside. But unfortunately i'm not, which explains my die-hard addiction to clubbing and shopping. I could make good use of the time i spend outside by studying real hard at home. I hope to turn to that nerdy me and get down with studying. Apparently, i'm still stuck in this situation whereby i'm so frigging confused with myself. I see no future in the route i'm choosing right now but i cant seem to shake off the fact its not much of a choice. No one can understand the situation i'm facing and its difficult to find someone to pour these stuffs out. Even if there is, i wouldnt know where to start from. Sigh~~~~

I need the understanding from people that its not wrong of the way i'm choosing, but its just an unaccepting fact. I feel like i have been spending my life on a threadmill, everything seems so fast paced and once you try to stop, depression sets in. Everything's in a big mess and i wouldnt know where and when to start clearing up from. I wish i was still that 5 year old child where i could fall and cry, and even no matter how much it might hurt, some one would be there to take the pain all away. I hope i dont sink into depression soon. -dreadfulness- ):

Anw i jsu ended my econs tuition not too long ago and i'm F-ing hungry to the max. No breakfast taken and now i'm waiting fer lunch to come.haha! till den ciaos! (:

the.narcissist @ 1:58 PM


Don't Lie; Black Eye Peas
[WILL] Hey, baby my nose is getting big
I noticed it be growing when I been telling them fibs
Now you say your trust's getting weaker
Probably coz my lies just started getting deeper
And the reason for my confession is that I learn my lesson
And I really think you have to know the truth
Because I lied and I cheated and I lied a little more
But after I did it I don't know what I did it for
I admit that I have been a little immature
Fucking with your heart like I was the predator
In my book of lies I was the editor
And the author
I forged my signature
And now I apologise for what I did to you
Cos what you did to me I did to you

[FERGIE]
Nononono baby, nononono don't lie
Nononono, yeah you kno know know know you gotta try
What you gonna do when it all comes out
When I see you & what you're all about

Nonono baby, nononono don't lie
Yeah you kno you kno you kno you kno you know you gotta try

[APL]
She said I'm leaving
Cos she can't take the pain
It's hard to continue this love it ain't the same
Can't forget the things that I've done inside her brain
Too many lies committed too many games
She feeling like a fool getting on the last train
Trying to maintain but the feeling won't change
I'm sorry for the things that I've done and what I became
Caught up in living my life in the fast lane
Blinded by lights, cameras, you know the fame
I don't know the reason why I did these things

[APL and FERGIE]
And I lie and I lie and I lie and I lie
And now our emotions are drained
Cos I lie and I lie and a little lie lie
And now your emotions are drained

[FERGIE]
Nononono baby, nononono don't lie (no, don't you lie)
Nononono, yeah you know know know know you gotta try (got to try, got to try)
What you gonna do when it all comes out (what you gonna do baby)
When I see you & what you're all about
Nonono babe, nononono don't lie
Because you kno you kno you kno you kno you know gotta try

Ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ba da ba da ba da ba da badabada

[TABOO]
Yo, I'm lying to my girl
Even though I love her
And she all in my world
I give her all my attention and diamonds & pearls
She's the one who makes me feel on top of the world
Still I lie to my girl, I do it

[APL and FERGIE]
And I lie and I lie and I lie till there's no turning back
I don't know why, (and I lie and I lie till I don't know who I am)

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