Monday, February 27, 2006

So in bout 2 days time, my results will be out and there goes all the shit i've put up with in Junior College. Hopefully i dont wreck the entire examinations up, maybe pass all with ok grades?(unlikely)
Then again, i never really did study my entire JC life except the last 2 mths so its only deserving for me if i dont do well.
But still, i'm gg to have my fair share of fun. Going to book our trip to Bangkok tmr with bee and jean darling.
Everyone in my family's telling me not to go Bkk cos of the riot thats happening now in Thailand which is plainly ridiculous. Cant you guys just stop rioting fer once and let me enjoy my trip soon before i get enlisted? Sucha pain to hear my mum nag bout my hair, my clothes, my spending habits and etc etc.
I'm pissed and i need a break frm all these crap shit.
I cant seem to find a similar topic to which my mum actually understands what i'm trying to get at and i find that so fustrating. Its impossible to ask me to change who i really am and so stop asking me to do so! hmmph!
I'm still heading fer bkk though, nothing's gg to change that fact and i cant wait to do all the shopping and clubbing tgt with my darlings! (:

I quit my job and somehow its getting a little bit uncomfortable to not work. First of all, there goes all form of income and blantly taking money frm my sisters and mum just seemed to have gotten a little bit harder.
Secondly, i have practically nothing on my to-do list except fer sleeping and sleeping.
Thirdly, it makes me feel ill, no reasons why but ya i've been ill since the day i stopped working. HAHA! This is just called life of a hard working person. Leave him with nothing to do and he falls sick. ROARS!

And boy, i was reading someone's blog and found some interesting tips about masturbating. HAHA! If you wanna know, let me know!! -grins-

the.narcissist @ 10:47 AM

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Sunday, February 19, 2006

Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much
More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,Can't Nothing Tear Us Apart
You're All That I Want In A Man;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much
More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You

I saw your username log on to MSN.
I saw your confession and i was shocked.
What i thought and speculated was all true in the first place. And to think this whole time was just a lie.
From the day i got to know you, it was a fabricated lie.
Not that i'm overly affected by the fact you're tgt with him, i'm just wondering how i felt loved at that point of time.

Someone once told me having 1 day of sadness means losing 1 day of happiness to other people. I'm not a very good loser, I admit.
The worst lies are the ones we tell ourselves each night before going to bed.
We tell ourselves that we're happy,
or that he's happy.
We hope that we can change,
or he'll change his mind.
We persuade ourselves to live with our sins,
or we can live without him.
Yes, each night we fall asleep with a desperate desperate hope that come morning, it'll all be true...

the.narcissist @ 2:02 PM

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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ppl, though it was liek yest.

Though i didnt get to spend it with whom i expected to be with weeks ago, i'm still glad we, the 3 hottest babes( ethan bee, jean and i) got together in town to enjoy our singlehood. I love u guys! Even though i'm liek always the earliest sitting at Far East sweating like a pig, i enjoyed myself today! ((: Looking forward to our trip to bangkok!!

As usual, town was filled with random ppl carrying balloons, flowers and chocolates wrapped as flowers. Cant they find something more innovative to buy fer their partners? May be like BRA or SHAVING CREAM?? ROARS!
Back to work later at night and the only thing that is motivating me to go is to collect my fat paycheck!! Going to get my arse outta that place liek asap and slack my life away till army begins fer me. Exciting isnt it? Fancy me in like army pants marching along the riverside singing everywhere we go oh, ppl want to know oh.... Feels so man and all. Haha. Most likely i'll be at one corner sitting under a tree singing emotions, feigning sick while the rest slog to impress!

Life's gg to be so boring once i enter ns. omg! Just want to have fun in bangkok and get oh so high in thier clubs. HAHAH! Shant cont further cos i duno what i'm gg to say next and its dangerous!! Till den, keep looking out! (:

the.narcissist @ 3:27 PM

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Thursday, February 09, 2006

Throat's killing me and i dont feel like working fer the next 3 days.
Manager suck big time fer forcing me to turn up fer wrk on sat which i tried taking leave!
I need sleep and more sleep.

Leave me alone if u dont wish fer a relationship to happen. Stop playing around with me and start giving hopes that we might wrk things out.
It hurts to find out that you're not the person i expected you to be.
Sigh. I need to slp now, i'm beat!

the.narcissist @ 7:35 AM

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Monday, February 06, 2006

Last night was extremely bitchy! Bring out the sluts man! Met Ethan after his wrk to join the rest of my colleages at HAPPY. The whole place was like literally filled with our MOS staff, it seems like its the new clubbing place on off days now!
Nothing special happened cos no one picked me up. HAHA. After the club closed, we went on clubbing at ONE. Like till 6 am in the morning before having supper with Ethan(the ingrate who ps me during staff lunch today fer slp).
Just to let you know Ethan, its alright that you couldnt wake up in time cos u suffered big punishment by having swollen eyes ored, so i'm gg to be nice and forget bout it. HAHA!
Today was our staff lunch at MOS which was utterly boring, besides the big ang pow we got frm the big boss. The rest were just so-so. Lousy music accompanied with free booze and ppl drank till they got drunk, puked, and fought with each other! Funniest ever!

Did nothing in MOS but dance and dance and drink and drink until it was time to meet Lina! Free dinner frm her, thanks Lina! Haha.. I seriously need slp so i think i'll just stop here and get some gd rest!! ((:

the.narcissist @ 11:48 PM

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Saturday, February 04, 2006

Fine Ethan, make fun of my blog fer all you want. And of all times, you choose to do it liek at 5.04am in the morning just before u head down to meet us fer supper/breakfast!!

Shouldnt have smoked another cigg of menthol cos im feeling really bad now, so wanting to shit!!

Ended a terrible night of wrk before having supper with jeanette and ethan, followed by countless sessions of bitching. Frm sagging breast to anal sex and etc etc. Roars! I love u guys, we need some "shopping sprees". HAHAHA

Took off today so i can get some rest and hopefully later get my butt down to town to do some real shopping fer clothes.

ok, i duno what to type anymore so i'm just gg to stop here and slp with ma sexay bed. As usual she's calling out to me to slp with her. HAHA. Ciaos! (:

the.narcissist @ 10:56 AM

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