Thursday, March 23, 2006

Well, i've been a lil pms lately and hopefully i didnt offend anyone. And if i did, sorry! (: Now i'm feeling much better after a hilarious watch of channel 8 lastest dash of Never Say Die. HAHA!! Funniest, i swear on my toes.

I was on the train heading back hm after meeting up with ethan and jean, and the conversations i overheard were just bizarre. This fat girl(really fat), was complaining to her mum(equally fat) bout how she went to a certain KFC outlet and got the smallest piece of chicken in the whole wide world. All she did the entire time was to describe to her mum on how thin the skin was, the amount of meat in it and that it was the worse meat she ever eaten. After which she swore never to return to that outlet anymore. One more thing, her mum has body odour! OMG, the smell was so bad i could just pinch my nose and rather be pronounced dead. HAHA! I tried my very best not to literally laugh out loud cos the scene was just classic, her explaining while trying to keep her balance on the ground as the train moved about.
Then there was this couple just plainly staring out of the glass panels, discussing on why a certain tree was so bald and why the evening looked so bright. Hmmm, its great entertain on the train when ur Ipod decides to die on you, even though you charged its life fer 8 hrs! DAMN the ipod.

While ethan and jean, i did try changing my blogskin but apparently i got stuck somewhere and decided to just leave it fer the time being. Its better to be able to see my post rather than having it all screwed up in minutes! HAHA! At least i tried..haha!
MOS this sun and soon to bangkok. Woohooo baby! ((:

p.s: there's colour on my font and jessica alba's gone. Wow! i aint that bad huh?

the.narcissist @ 12:20 AM

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Its 4.44am in the morning and i cant seem to fall asleep, may be its bcos i slept the entire of yest! Haha.
I'm once again feeling crappy. There's so much in life one needs. For instance money, love, friends, food, clothes to look gd and etc.. I seriously doubt that there's much i have in life and brooding on it wont make much of a difference too.

I used to be mommy's boy, and as mentioned before, i wished i was young again where no matter what i do, i'll still be forgiven and when i had no money, cash will always be ready fer collection with no questions asked. I miss my family all of the sudden, though its not like i dont see them at all.
I never had much to talk about with my dad bcos he was always out wrking when i was young. But when i saw him the other time round, i actually realised he's getting older by the day. He's been a great dad but i never did mention this to him.
I am such a terrible kid now, though i hardly like coming to terms with it. I cant seem to carry on a conversation with my parents fer more than 5 mins cos i'll just end up quarrelling with them. I seem to not care a hoot bout such stuffs but i guess i'm starting to feel lonely inside.

But on a lighter note, its only 6 more days to bangkok. And its less den i week more. EXCITED!! And 16 more days to my enlistment in NS. Not that excited. HAHA!

the.narcissist @ 4:51 AM

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Monday, March 20, 2006

The person who lives above my sis unit should just kill himself/herself fer disturbing my sleep early in the morning at 9am with all the renovation works.
Damn that person, i hardly did get any slp since 9am, adding on that i only slept at 5.30am!!!
It was my last night at Happy fer now before i get enlisted to NS, and i sure did enjoy the times ethan and i spend at Happy, though its liek forever fruitless fer me. Haha. But at least the gucci cutie was there. Haha!!

Biggest feeel gd party coming up this sun, and i cant wait to go! Not forgetting, its 8 days more to my bangkok trip with my precious babies!

I met up with van, marsh, celine and shi ming on sat fer liek a small get together and most of the time, van's just trying to act intelligent when she's liek number 5 on intelligence list. sigh, she's forever living in denial, which explains why twinks so badly brought up. HAHA!!

Meeting ethan and jean later fer supper so i think i better catch some slp first. HAHA!

the.narcissist @ 7:18 PM

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Thursday, March 16, 2006

I saw my cutie at zouk last night, too bad it was just a moment only. Da ge drove us home again cos we met up fer supper, which was so fine!

May be its just me, but the feeling i get, its weird. Its the point of the time that such feelings start coming in, causing confusion and irritation. May be i was never meant to be there. But i wanna be at paragon's gucci. HAHA

My sister looks like a swollen pig head cosof the wisdom tooth extraction she just did today and she looks hilarious, i swear on my toes.

the.narcissist @ 3:50 PM

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

A gorgeous smile can ruin me, I'll be ruin by that! I practically just stared into blank space with my mouth wide open the entire of today, apart frm gg down lavender to egt my new passport. Jean ps-ed me, ethan's sick so i went off to my 2nd sis hm to bump fer a while. And as usual, more naggings frm mum, nice food i ate and lots of ice cream i ate! I braved through the sea of smelly Singaporeans to survive in the mrt earlier on, its just bad to smel all the wrking ppl in the train who's sweating their ass off. I looked passed the crowd and saw ppl of all kinds, the kiasu, the ugly, the pretty and of course the old. and i thought, its terrible to be old, with wrinkles and all. The thought me being liek this in years to come just makes me shiver, all the way down the spine. ohhhh~

Happy was fun yest and i felt exceptionally high, no idea why but i just did. Was dancing ard like a mad addict to music fer like an hr before i got tired and hungry. Haha! I feel like eating prata all of the sudden and the feeling's weird, like how an lion would eat grass?? hmmm..once again i'm starting to be all bored with nothing to do.

Watched my campus superstar just now and my fav is out! Omg, what a thing to do, to send my favs out of the comp.
I sound really ridiculous being an avid fan of this reality competition, but its fun to watch after a while, i guess??
Have i ever mentioned i wanted to be a star? Like a true blue celeb?? Haha, be on star awards and lose my trophy to HUI-GE. HAHAHA!! I gave a serious thought bout that and being normal still better. I'm proud of myself, even if u arent! HAHA

Its 1.15am in the morning and every single light in the house is off, there's a cup of unfinished tea i hafta wash and i need to pee, and i'm afraid of the dark, just in case u guys dont know!

the.narcissist @ 1:16 AM

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Friday, March 10, 2006

Zouk last night was absolutely fun with my darlings(except the small embarassing part during supper), the entire night was filled with great music, great company and great moves! (: I couldnt ask fer more with fabulous frens like jean and ethan, they rock my life and i love them both, i seriously do and i cant seem to get enough of them! u girls mean the world to me! They're great company, i swear!
We had zann to drive us home after supper which was like super nice of him cos we didnt need to spend money on cab fare! Haha!

Wanted to meet dearest Nad fer late supper later but realised bedok north's kinda too far fer late supper huh?? So most prob i'll meet u soon ya nad? I miss you!

Was thinking back of the times i had in jc and i figured it wasnt as bad as i said it was. Thats just plainly because of the wonderful frens i made and of cos the mugging grp "number 1 to 4". Though i still believe that my intelligence level shld have gotten me to be placed as number 1, we really did have fun drawing marshmellows , stealing pieces of cushion seats and trays! Haha! Its kinda pity that i hardly contact marsh cos i felt we were really best frens and such things hardly come by. Now we're just all busy with our own lives. ): Nevertheless, they still fill a special place in my heart.

Shall have my brows done come this mon cos its getting quite messy now. I'm meeting jacq and mukz on mon if there isnt a change of plan??? U guys are forever too busy fer me to meet up with u!! Haha..

Thinking and thinking, generally, it feels great to be uniquely different. But sometimes, it feels sad to be the odd one out. I'm off to have a smoke down my void deck, toilet smoking's just too dangerous now. HAHA!!(:

the.narcissist @ 9:16 PM

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Monday, March 06, 2006

Tanning on sat with ethan and jean was absolutely great! oh, the sunbeds we rented, the drinks we had and the ciggs we smoked!! Everything was perfect! New tan and a better look! Haha!! Headed to bathe in jean's sch where we kinda made the entire toilet like our home. Applying moisturizer, styling our hair and making sure we look good! ((:

I met Star after my tanning session to have dinner at Galilee at cine. Its cheap food, good service(or maybe) and good company!! Was so frigging tired and thank god i saw my 2nd sis at NYDC and she offered to send me home! No need fer me to stand and squeeze with other Singaporeans in the mrt train! (:

And yest i met jean and ally fer dinner and i must confess ally's like so damn gorgeous. After that silly ethan who left his wallet at home joined us at spinelli before we headed down to club at happy! oh man, its great to spend time with damn cos we rock as our destiny child thingie! ((: love you guys!

Applied fer nus arts and btu arts and hopefully i get a reply frm them if not i'll be doing mdis mass comm, which i personally dont mind doing! Haha! I'm gg nuts now i think, i need to shit badly so till then, bye!!

the.narcissist @ 9:17 PM

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Friday, March 03, 2006

And so, there were people crying, people laughing and people like me who just cant really be bothered bout the grades.
Ok, i got a C fer geo, D fer econs and AO fer maths.
To me, i'm fine with this grades i got but its kinda sucky where you're kinda left clueless with what to do in the future.
Uni seems to be far off the topic so most prob i'll be bumping my ass into Lasalle after my NS.

Lots of people cried cos they thought they didnt do well but their grades were like B,B,C or something close to that.
I mean look at our lousy skl peeps, its aldy good that ur results were like that. Haha!
I'm bumping at home right now with nothing mch to do. Wanted to head down to sch fer training but i woke up too late. May be next time?

Now i'm thinking of what to have fer dinner when there's like no one at home!
BORED!! I'm off to slp again! BYE

the.narcissist @ 6:35 PM

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