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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

A gorgeous smile can ruin me, I'll be ruin by that! I practically just stared into blank space with my mouth wide open the entire of today, apart frm gg down lavender to egt my new passport. Jean ps-ed me, ethan's sick so i went off to my 2nd sis hm to bump fer a while. And as usual, more naggings frm mum, nice food i ate and lots of ice cream i ate! I braved through the sea of smelly Singaporeans to survive in the mrt earlier on, its just bad to smel all the wrking ppl in the train who's sweating their ass off. I looked passed the crowd and saw ppl of all kinds, the kiasu, the ugly, the pretty and of course the old. and i thought, its terrible to be old, with wrinkles and all. The thought me being liek this in years to come just makes me shiver, all the way down the spine. ohhhh~

Happy was fun yest and i felt exceptionally high, no idea why but i just did. Was dancing ard like a mad addict to music fer like an hr before i got tired and hungry. Haha! I feel like eating prata all of the sudden and the feeling's weird, like how an lion would eat grass?? hmmm..once again i'm starting to be all bored with nothing to do.

Watched my campus superstar just now and my fav is out! Omg, what a thing to do, to send my favs out of the comp.
I sound really ridiculous being an avid fan of this reality competition, but its fun to watch after a while, i guess??
Have i ever mentioned i wanted to be a star? Like a true blue celeb?? Haha, be on star awards and lose my trophy to HUI-GE. HAHAHA!! I gave a serious thought bout that and being normal still better. I'm proud of myself, even if u arent! HAHA

Its 1.15am in the morning and every single light in the house is off, there's a cup of unfinished tea i hafta wash and i need to pee, and i'm afraid of the dark, just in case u guys dont know!

the.narcissist @ 1:16 AM


Don't Lie; Black Eye Peas
[WILL] Hey, baby my nose is getting big
I noticed it be growing when I been telling them fibs
Now you say your trust's getting weaker
Probably coz my lies just started getting deeper
And the reason for my confession is that I learn my lesson
And I really think you have to know the truth
Because I lied and I cheated and I lied a little more
But after I did it I don't know what I did it for
I admit that I have been a little immature
Fucking with your heart like I was the predator
In my book of lies I was the editor
And the author
I forged my signature
And now I apologise for what I did to you
Cos what you did to me I did to you

[FERGIE]
Nononono baby, nononono don't lie
Nononono, yeah you kno know know know you gotta try
What you gonna do when it all comes out
When I see you & what you're all about

Nonono baby, nononono don't lie
Yeah you kno you kno you kno you kno you know you gotta try

[APL]
She said I'm leaving
Cos she can't take the pain
It's hard to continue this love it ain't the same
Can't forget the things that I've done inside her brain
Too many lies committed too many games
She feeling like a fool getting on the last train
Trying to maintain but the feeling won't change
I'm sorry for the things that I've done and what I became
Caught up in living my life in the fast lane
Blinded by lights, cameras, you know the fame
I don't know the reason why I did these things

[APL and FERGIE]
And I lie and I lie and I lie and I lie
And now our emotions are drained
Cos I lie and I lie and a little lie lie
And now your emotions are drained

[FERGIE]
Nononono baby, nononono don't lie (no, don't you lie)
Nononono, yeah you know know know know you gotta try (got to try, got to try)
What you gonna do when it all comes out (what you gonna do baby)
When I see you & what you're all about
Nonono babe, nononono don't lie
Because you kno you kno you kno you kno you know gotta try

Ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ba da ba da ba da ba da badabada

[TABOO]
Yo, I'm lying to my girl
Even though I love her
And she all in my world
I give her all my attention and diamonds & pearls
She's the one who makes me feel on top of the world
Still I lie to my girl, I do it

[APL and FERGIE]
And I lie and I lie and I lie till there's no turning back
I don't know why, (and I lie and I lie till I don't know who I am)

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