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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Its 4.44am in the morning and i cant seem to fall asleep, may be its bcos i slept the entire of yest! Haha.
I'm once again feeling crappy. There's so much in life one needs. For instance money, love, friends, food, clothes to look gd and etc.. I seriously doubt that there's much i have in life and brooding on it wont make much of a difference too.

I used to be mommy's boy, and as mentioned before, i wished i was young again where no matter what i do, i'll still be forgiven and when i had no money, cash will always be ready fer collection with no questions asked. I miss my family all of the sudden, though its not like i dont see them at all.
I never had much to talk about with my dad bcos he was always out wrking when i was young. But when i saw him the other time round, i actually realised he's getting older by the day. He's been a great dad but i never did mention this to him.
I am such a terrible kid now, though i hardly like coming to terms with it. I cant seem to carry on a conversation with my parents fer more than 5 mins cos i'll just end up quarrelling with them. I seem to not care a hoot bout such stuffs but i guess i'm starting to feel lonely inside.

But on a lighter note, its only 6 more days to bangkok. And its less den i week more. EXCITED!! And 16 more days to my enlistment in NS. Not that excited. HAHA!

the.narcissist @ 4:51 AM


Don't Lie; Black Eye Peas
[WILL] Hey, baby my nose is getting big
I noticed it be growing when I been telling them fibs
Now you say your trust's getting weaker
Probably coz my lies just started getting deeper
And the reason for my confession is that I learn my lesson
And I really think you have to know the truth
Because I lied and I cheated and I lied a little more
But after I did it I don't know what I did it for
I admit that I have been a little immature
Fucking with your heart like I was the predator
In my book of lies I was the editor
And the author
I forged my signature
And now I apologise for what I did to you
Cos what you did to me I did to you

[FERGIE]
Nononono baby, nononono don't lie
Nononono, yeah you kno know know know you gotta try
What you gonna do when it all comes out
When I see you & what you're all about

Nonono baby, nononono don't lie
Yeah you kno you kno you kno you kno you know you gotta try

[APL]
She said I'm leaving
Cos she can't take the pain
It's hard to continue this love it ain't the same
Can't forget the things that I've done inside her brain
Too many lies committed too many games
She feeling like a fool getting on the last train
Trying to maintain but the feeling won't change
I'm sorry for the things that I've done and what I became
Caught up in living my life in the fast lane
Blinded by lights, cameras, you know the fame
I don't know the reason why I did these things

[APL and FERGIE]
And I lie and I lie and I lie and I lie
And now our emotions are drained
Cos I lie and I lie and a little lie lie
And now your emotions are drained

[FERGIE]
Nononono baby, nononono don't lie (no, don't you lie)
Nononono, yeah you know know know know you gotta try (got to try, got to try)
What you gonna do when it all comes out (what you gonna do baby)
When I see you & what you're all about
Nonono babe, nononono don't lie
Because you kno you kno you kno you kno you know gotta try

Ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ba da ba da ba da ba da badabada

[TABOO]
Yo, I'm lying to my girl
Even though I love her
And she all in my world
I give her all my attention and diamonds & pearls
She's the one who makes me feel on top of the world
Still I lie to my girl, I do it

[APL and FERGIE]
And I lie and I lie and I lie till there's no turning back
I don't know why, (and I lie and I lie till I don't know who I am)

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