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2006-11-27T23:45:00.000-08:00

I'm back from like disappearing for a total mth plus. On precious leave till tmr night and when i get back to camp its more work to do. Thanks to a worthless partmer i have in camp who doesnt nothing much except surfing the e-forum for god knows what reason?! What's there to read in a SAF forum?! -blah- Anw, happy birthday to me, myself and I. Celebrated my birthday at MOS on saturday night along with a good deal of tequila. I swear it makes you high like almost immediately! Big thanks to ethan baby, ally dearest, vans my bestie, mei mei and liling fer turning up to celebrate with me. Not forgetting the sexy movie youg guys bought fer me and that adidas tee. You guys made it fun through the night though the music kinda suck!

Attica on sunday night was a tad bit too frightening and most definitely truth shocking fer my sister fren. Sigh, cover blown and lets just hope i dont get into too much of a tangle. My plan to keep it away frm my family has gotta take another turn now. It may be a blessing in disguise i never know but its bothering me now! I even dreamt of it last night. GOSH!! Lets just hope he keeps mum about it! Zouk out on 9th dec, I know we all wanna go but its going to burn a hole in the pocket. Her story party on 14th dec at zouk. Looks like dec is a mth of partying on top of the festive season! ((:

Lets just get on with life and continue to suck it up till its dry and we leave this horrendous place! Hair cut tmr and dinner with Lina!

2006-10-18T12:46:00.000-07:00

Cheers to the haze? I know many of you guys out there are cursing the haze fer making all of you sick. But this is a total good reason fer all the army boys out there to report sick! (: I'm on 3 days mc due to this lump growing at the back of my ear. Was expecting to have it removed through surgical means but the doctor decided not to cos he believes the swelling has gone down. Who cares when i can get 3 days mc right?? And i realised my blog design hasnt changed since i established it.. HAHAH! In actual fact i have no feaking idea how to change my blog page(hlp required).

Well, let me see, what do i have to update?? Lots to say buy lazy to type. my 2nd sis finally got married off officially and i'm way to happy(cos of the fat red packets i get frm opening car door, etc). looking forward to my eldest sis wedding which i hope to be soon, more $$ to earn, free clothes.. (: this time round i'm gg to leave the army out and i wont wanna talk bout anything that happens there cos too many things happened.

Ok, i need money. In short of cash and i wanna earn more. Been to attica, cube through the weekend and now i'm broke. Like real broke. Why cant clubs offer dirt cheap drinks where i can drink till i get drunk and not feeling poor the nxt morning? It takes quite a bit to get me drunk.. HAHAHA!!! Now i cant hlp but feel old. I have backaches evryday, puffy eyes and soon wrkinles will show..AHHH! I wanna look gd and hot so everyone will fall fer me. Oh, this post i so random i dont know what i'm writing now....

U made me look at U, now U turn away. What's wrong with U? Or what's wrong with me? I'm tired of talking to myself so can someone set me free? It's a big boy world now, full of big boy thingz. And everyday I wish I was small.

2006-08-04T23:07:00.000-07:00

As expected, luck wasnt what i had. My vocation requires me to stay-in, or rather my camp's the only damn one that makes the clerks there stay-in too. Imma now doing the "coolest" job on earth being a clerk at the MT Line. Worse of all, my bloody partner there pisses me off to the max. Ahh, a back stabber in the making. Whatever, i'm just gg to go throught this crap and get over and done with it.

So last week, i met that certain person once again. Totally unexpected but we just ignored each other and pretended that we both never knew each other. It certainly brought back painful memories that kept deep down inside my heart. I've got over it but somehow it left a scar. Afterall it was a relation that goes beyond just platonic friendship. But as they say if the old never goes, the new doesnt come. So i'm just waiting fer the new which seems totally non-existent.

I miss Jacq and Mukz so much and its been like 5 mths since we last saw each other! So can either one of u come meet me????!!

2006-06-18T21:37:00.000-07:00

10 days of wonderful block leave's over and i'll be reporting back to my new unit tmr morning! Got my posting as a driver which i personally think tht it quite bad if i hafta stay in camp thru out my ns life. So guys, pls pray hard fer me tmr when i report to camp and they tell me tht mine's a stay out vocation(which is quite unlikely). But still, pray hard with me pls!!

How i wish i was in like a long lasting dream whereby i can get to enjoy freedom of a civilian. Seriously, guys out there, army isnt something to look forward to! HAHA! The whole block leave has been totally great fer me. Spent time swimming, suntanning, eating and smoking my lungs out. I want more of such life! When i had such a life few mths ago, i totally dread it cos i thought i was just wasting my life away but right now, i rather that to happen than be in ns where all i see is only army boys marching ard, trucks roving here and there! So when my 2 yrs is up, i'm gonna throw a huge party to celebrate my freedom!! Now, watch out fer tht!

okay, i need to be in camp early tmr so i'm gg to catch some slp now and will update soon if i dont get a stay in vocation! LORD, PLS BE SUPER KIND TO ME!!!! (:

2006-06-15T23:55:00.000-07:00

Welcome me back people! i'm right now out of the dreadful island TEKONG, which i'm so thankful that this is actually happening. Clearing my block leave till the end of this sun and i'll be reporting to my new unit fer duty! Seriouly, i sound like i'm all excited but god damnit, i'm so not liking NS! All that one can do in tekong's to wait fer hours to pass by and the weekend to near.

as you know, block leave is hell of impt to NSFs, how could i put them to waste?? So fer the past few days, i've been hanging out with jean darling, ethan baby and ally the gorgeous. Its hilarious i swear to have company frm these babes. We tried sun tanning twice but on both days, either its raining or its bout to rain! Movie night was like the best cos we had the 2 girls entertain us till like 5 in the morning! I could roll on the floor and die of a cramped up stomach!

Met up with nad and star last week and i totally miss them like crazy! now, i just received a msg frm jac that she might not be meeting me and mukz tmr! OMG..i'll kill u i swear!
Now getting back to NS life, i have bout 1yr and 8 mths more to i ord and waiting isnt what i really like.
Its a total waste of time and it kills social life. There's so much i can do with this yr plus of service man! To all those who havent yet enlisted, i wish u all the best! Bmt wont be that bad but if ure in the combat unit after bmt, hell has just begun! hohoho..

Posting will be out in bout 10hrs 5mins time so guys pls pray hard fer me!! till the nxt post, goodbye!

2006-04-07T03:51:00.000-07:00

In about 24plus hours time, i'll be shaving my wonderful hair away to officially become a NS boy. woot! Somewhat excited to get fit but yet still rather apprehensive on booking in to camp. Thats all because i'm gonna miss so many ppl while i'm slogging my arse off there. Family members(yes, i do miss them) and friends, most importantly ethan baby and jean darling! The past few months that we hung out together practically everday and still isnt sick of one another just means so much to me. Its not like i'm never gonna see u guys again but we'll be spending much lesser time together soon! You both are like part of my family and i love u two.

I'll miss u guys to the max and be ready to see a tanned, fit and bald new me in come 3weeks time!

Zouk on wed night was fun with my sisters, with the reunion of the fan-tong gang! HAHA! Brenda's flying off to melb later i think so its more of a farewell kinda thing fer her!

Sorry to those whom i really didnt have the time to meet up with after coming back frm bkk, time with really tight!

I'll see u guys when i book out kay??

nad: i still have the bag i bought fer u!

Ethan baby: i forgot to return u ur lenses as well as ur brooch! (:

Guess this would more or less be like one of the last post i'll be typing fer the next mth or so, but the tagboard's still alive! So tag ppl and i'll know whats going on if i use the comp! ((:

2006-04-05T06:47:00.000-07:00

I'm officially back frm bangkok and in a few days time, to be exact, 3days, i'll be shaving my hair, serving the nation!

Bangkok was extremely fun with my sweetest, bestest and closest sisters in the world. The shopping, eating, laughing, clubbing, smoking and massages, though it was so damn hot in bangkok. And not forgetting the elephants, riding the grass horse(or what-so-ever that was there) and constantly poking fun at yuanie! So much memories in bangkok and i think i left my heart there too. Shall collect it back when i officially ord frm ns! Any takers to join me??
The past 6 days and 5 nights with ethan, jean and yuanie will always be kept in my heart and yes, i'll look back in time to come when i'm in ns and start wearing a similar smile i wore to bangkok! ((:

And to all those who wants to meet me before i enlist, i'm free only till thurs cos i'll be at home on fri packing my stuff and spending time with my family, so quick call me to book an appointment! HAHAHA!
I'm so gonna miss hanging out with my babies, ethan and jean! Didnt really expect us to be this close but we are! Life's gg to be different in camp without u both! but no worries, we'll rock sg when i ord! ((: Miss me like how i'll miss u guys ya? Thanks fer everything you guys gave me, the fun, the laughter, the sharing, the whoring, the bitching, the waiting, the smoking and the love and concern! Love u both! *muacks*

jacq: where in the world are u at now? running ard with mukz! meet me soon!

nad: i bought a bag fer u! meet me too!

star: i'm seeing u later!

vans: contact me quick too!

To all those who still have no idea when i'm enlisting, its on the 8th of april! Bye darlings! )):

2006-03-23T00:20:00.000-08:00

Well, i've been a lil pms lately and hopefully i didnt offend anyone. And if i did, sorry! (: Now i'm feeling much better after a hilarious watch of channel 8 lastest dash of Never Say Die. HAHA!! Funniest, i swear on my toes.

I was on the train heading back hm after meeting up with ethan and jean, and the conversations i overheard were just bizarre. This fat girl(really fat), was complaining to her mum(equally fat) bout how she went to a certain KFC outlet and got the smallest piece of chicken in the whole wide world. All she did the entire time was to describe to her mum on how thin the skin was, the amount of meat in it and that it was the worse meat she ever eaten. After which she swore never to return to that outlet anymore. One more thing, her mum has body odour! OMG, the smell was so bad i could just pinch my nose and rather be pronounced dead. HAHA! I tried my very best not to literally laugh out loud cos the scene was just classic, her explaining while trying to keep her balance on the ground as the train moved about.
Then there was this couple just plainly staring out of the glass panels, discussing on why a certain tree was so bald and why the evening looked so bright. Hmmm, its great entertain on the train when ur Ipod decides to die on you, even though you charged its life fer 8 hrs! DAMN the ipod.

While ethan and jean, i did try changing my blogskin but apparently i got stuck somewhere and decided to just leave it fer the time being. Its better to be able to see my post rather than having it all screwed up in minutes! HAHA! At least i tried..haha!
MOS this sun and soon to bangkok. Woohooo baby! ((:

p.s: there's colour on my font and jessica alba's gone. Wow! i aint that bad huh?

2006-03-22T04:51:00.000-08:00

Its 4.44am in the morning and i cant seem to fall asleep, may be its bcos i slept the entire of yest! Haha.
I'm once again feeling crappy. There's so much in life one needs. For instance money, love, friends, food, clothes to look gd and etc.. I seriously doubt that there's much i have in life and brooding on it wont make much of a difference too.

I used to be mommy's boy, and as mentioned before, i wished i was young again where no matter what i do, i'll still be forgiven and when i had no money, cash will always be ready fer collection with no questions asked. I miss my family all of the sudden, though its not like i dont see them at all.
I never had much to talk about with my dad bcos he was always out wrking when i was young. But when i saw him the other time round, i actually realised he's getting older by the day. He's been a great dad but i never did mention this to him.
I am such a terrible kid now, though i hardly like coming to terms with it. I cant seem to carry on a conversation with my parents fer more than 5 mins cos i'll just end up quarrelling with them. I seem to not care a hoot bout such stuffs but i guess i'm starting to feel lonely inside.

But on a lighter note, its only 6 more days to bangkok. And its less den i week more. EXCITED!! And 16 more days to my enlistment in NS. Not that excited. HAHA!

2006-03-20T19:18:00.000-08:00

The person who lives above my sis unit should just kill himself/herself fer disturbing my sleep early in the morning at 9am with all the renovation works.
Damn that person, i hardly did get any slp since 9am, adding on that i only slept at 5.30am!!!
It was my last night at Happy fer now before i get enlisted to NS, and i sure did enjoy the times ethan and i spend at Happy, though its liek forever fruitless fer me. Haha. But at least the gucci cutie was there. Haha!!

Biggest feeel gd party coming up this sun, and i cant wait to go! Not forgetting, its 8 days more to my bangkok trip with my precious babies!

I met up with van, marsh, celine and shi ming on sat fer liek a small get together and most of the time, van's just trying to act intelligent when she's liek number 5 on intelligence list. sigh, she's forever living in denial, which explains why twinks so badly brought up. HAHA!!

Meeting ethan and jean later fer supper so i think i better catch some slp first. HAHA!

2006-03-16T15:50:00.000-08:00

I saw my cutie at zouk last night, too bad it was just a moment only. Da ge drove us home again cos we met up fer supper, which was so fine!

May be its just me, but the feeling i get, its weird. Its the point of the time that such feelings start coming in, causing confusion and irritation. May be i was never meant to be there. But i wanna be at paragon's gucci. HAHA

My sister looks like a swollen pig head cosof the wisdom tooth extraction she just did today and she looks hilarious, i swear on my toes.

2006-03-14T01:16:00.000-08:00

A gorgeous smile can ruin me, I'll be ruin by that! I practically just stared into blank space with my mouth wide open the entire of today, apart frm gg down lavender to egt my new passport. Jean ps-ed me, ethan's sick so i went off to my 2nd sis hm to bump fer a while. And as usual, more naggings frm mum, nice food i ate and lots of ice cream i ate! I braved through the sea of smelly Singaporeans to survive in the mrt earlier on, its just bad to smel all the wrking ppl in the train who's sweating their ass off. I looked passed the crowd and saw ppl of all kinds, the kiasu, the ugly, the pretty and of course the old. and i thought, its terrible to be old, with wrinkles and all. The thought me being liek this in years to come just makes me shiver, all the way down the spine. ohhhh~

Happy was fun yest and i felt exceptionally high, no idea why but i just did. Was dancing ard like a mad addict to music fer like an hr before i got tired and hungry. Haha! I feel like eating prata all of the sudden and the feeling's weird, like how an lion would eat grass?? hmmm..once again i'm starting to be all bored with nothing to do.

Watched my campus superstar just now and my fav is out! Omg, what a thing to do, to send my favs out of the comp.
I sound really ridiculous being an avid fan of this reality competition, but its fun to watch after a while, i guess??
Have i ever mentioned i wanted to be a star? Like a true blue celeb?? Haha, be on star awards and lose my trophy to HUI-GE. HAHAHA!! I gave a serious thought bout that and being normal still better. I'm proud of myself, even if u arent! HAHA

Its 1.15am in the morning and every single light in the house is off, there's a cup of unfinished tea i hafta wash and i need to pee, and i'm afraid of the dark, just in case u guys dont know!

2006-03-10T21:16:00.000-08:00

Zouk last night was absolutely fun with my darlings(except the small embarassing part during supper), the entire night was filled with great music, great company and great moves! (: I couldnt ask fer more with fabulous frens like jean and ethan, they rock my life and i love them both, i seriously do and i cant seem to get enough of them! u girls mean the world to me! They're great company, i swear!
We had zann to drive us home after supper which was like super nice of him cos we didnt need to spend money on cab fare! Haha!

Wanted to meet dearest Nad fer late supper later but realised bedok north's kinda too far fer late supper huh?? So most prob i'll meet u soon ya nad? I miss you!

Was thinking back of the times i had in jc and i figured it wasnt as bad as i said it was. Thats just plainly because of the wonderful frens i made and of cos the mugging grp "number 1 to 4". Though i still believe that my intelligence level shld have gotten me to be placed as number 1, we really did have fun drawing marshmellows , stealing pieces of cushion seats and trays! Haha! Its kinda pity that i hardly contact marsh cos i felt we were really best frens and such things hardly come by. Now we're just all busy with our own lives. ): Nevertheless, they still fill a special place in my heart.

Shall have my brows done come this mon cos its getting quite messy now. I'm meeting jacq and mukz on mon if there isnt a change of plan??? U guys are forever too busy fer me to meet up with u!! Haha..

Thinking and thinking, generally, it feels great to be uniquely different. But sometimes, it feels sad to be the odd one out. I'm off to have a smoke down my void deck, toilet smoking's just too dangerous now. HAHA!!(:

2006-03-06T21:17:00.000-08:00

Tanning on sat with ethan and jean was absolutely great! oh, the sunbeds we rented, the drinks we had and the ciggs we smoked!! Everything was perfect! New tan and a better look! Haha!! Headed to bathe in jean's sch where we kinda made the entire toilet like our home. Applying moisturizer, styling our hair and making sure we look good! ((:

I met Star after my tanning session to have dinner at Galilee at cine. Its cheap food, good service(or maybe) and good company!! Was so frigging tired and thank god i saw my 2nd sis at NYDC and she offered to send me home! No need fer me to stand and squeeze with other Singaporeans in the mrt train! (:

And yest i met jean and ally fer dinner and i must confess ally's like so damn gorgeous. After that silly ethan who left his wallet at home joined us at spinelli before we headed down to club at happy! oh man, its great to spend time with damn cos we rock as our destiny child thingie! ((: love you guys!

Applied fer nus arts and btu arts and hopefully i get a reply frm them if not i'll be doing mdis mass comm, which i personally dont mind doing! Haha! I'm gg nuts now i think, i need to shit badly so till then, bye!!

2006-03-03T18:35:00.000-08:00

And so, there were people crying, people laughing and people like me who just cant really be bothered bout the grades.
Ok, i got a C fer geo, D fer econs and AO fer maths.
To me, i'm fine with this grades i got but its kinda sucky where you're kinda left clueless with what to do in the future.
Uni seems to be far off the topic so most prob i'll be bumping my ass into Lasalle after my NS.

Lots of people cried cos they thought they didnt do well but their grades were like B,B,C or something close to that.
I mean look at our lousy skl peeps, its aldy good that ur results were like that. Haha!
I'm bumping at home right now with nothing mch to do. Wanted to head down to sch fer training but i woke up too late. May be next time?

Now i'm thinking of what to have fer dinner when there's like no one at home!
BORED!! I'm off to slp again! BYE

2006-02-27T10:47:00.000-08:00

So in bout 2 days time, my results will be out and there goes all the shit i've put up with in Junior College. Hopefully i dont wreck the entire examinations up, maybe pass all with ok grades?(unlikely)
Then again, i never really did study my entire JC life except the last 2 mths so its only deserving for me if i dont do well.
But still, i'm gg to have my fair share of fun. Going to book our trip to Bangkok tmr with bee and jean darling.
Everyone in my family's telling me not to go Bkk cos of the riot thats happening now in Thailand which is plainly ridiculous. Cant you guys just stop rioting fer once and let me enjoy my trip soon before i get enlisted? Sucha pain to hear my mum nag bout my hair, my clothes, my spending habits and etc etc.
I'm pissed and i need a break frm all these crap shit.
I cant seem to find a similar topic to which my mum actually understands what i'm trying to get at and i find that so fustrating. Its impossible to ask me to change who i really am and so stop asking me to do so! hmmph!
I'm still heading fer bkk though, nothing's gg to change that fact and i cant wait to do all the shopping and clubbing tgt with my darlings! (:

I quit my job and somehow its getting a little bit uncomfortable to not work. First of all, there goes all form of income and blantly taking money frm my sisters and mum just seemed to have gotten a little bit harder.
Secondly, i have practically nothing on my to-do list except fer sleeping and sleeping.
Thirdly, it makes me feel ill, no reasons why but ya i've been ill since the day i stopped working. HAHA! This is just called life of a hard working person. Leave him with nothing to do and he falls sick. ROARS!

And boy, i was reading someone's blog and found some interesting tips about masturbating. HAHA! If you wanna know, let me know!! -grins-

2006-02-19T14:02:00.000-08:00

Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much
More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,Can't Nothing Tear Us Apart
You're All That I Want In A Man;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much
More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You

I saw your username log on to MSN.
I saw your confession and i was shocked.
What i thought and speculated was all true in the first place. And to think this whole time was just a lie.
From the day i got to know you, it was a fabricated lie.
Not that i'm overly affected by the fact you're tgt with him, i'm just wondering how i felt loved at that point of time.

Someone once told me having 1 day of sadness means losing 1 day of happiness to other people. I'm not a very good loser, I admit.
The worst lies are the ones we tell ourselves each night before going to bed.
We tell ourselves that we're happy,
or that he's happy.
We hope that we can change,
or he'll change his mind.
We persuade ourselves to live with our sins,
or we can live without him.
Yes, each night we fall asleep with a desperate desperate hope that come morning, it'll all be true...

2006-02-15T15:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ppl, though it was liek yest.

Though i didnt get to spend it with whom i expected to be with weeks ago, i'm still glad we, the 3 hottest babes( ethan bee, jean and i) got together in town to enjoy our singlehood. I love u guys! Even though i'm liek always the earliest sitting at Far East sweating like a pig, i enjoyed myself today! ((: Looking forward to our trip to bangkok!!

As usual, town was filled with random ppl carrying balloons, flowers and chocolates wrapped as flowers. Cant they find something more innovative to buy fer their partners? May be like BRA or SHAVING CREAM?? ROARS!
Back to work later at night and the only thing that is motivating me to go is to collect my fat paycheck!! Going to get my arse outta that place liek asap and slack my life away till army begins fer me. Exciting isnt it? Fancy me in like army pants marching along the riverside singing everywhere we go oh, ppl want to know oh.... Feels so man and all. Haha. Most likely i'll be at one corner sitting under a tree singing emotions, feigning sick while the rest slog to impress!

Life's gg to be so boring once i enter ns. omg! Just want to have fun in bangkok and get oh so high in thier clubs. HAHAH! Shant cont further cos i duno what i'm gg to say next and its dangerous!! Till den, keep looking out! (:

2006-02-09T07:35:00.000-08:00

Throat's killing me and i dont feel like working fer the next 3 days.
Manager suck big time fer forcing me to turn up fer wrk on sat which i tried taking leave!
I need sleep and more sleep.

Leave me alone if u dont wish fer a relationship to happen. Stop playing around with me and start giving hopes that we might wrk things out.
It hurts to find out that you're not the person i expected you to be.
Sigh. I need to slp now, i'm beat!

2006-02-06T23:48:00.000-08:00

Last night was extremely bitchy! Bring out the sluts man! Met Ethan after his wrk to join the rest of my colleages at HAPPY. The whole place was like literally filled with our MOS staff, it seems like its the new clubbing place on off days now!
Nothing special happened cos no one picked me up. HAHA. After the club closed, we went on clubbing at ONE. Like till 6 am in the morning before having supper with Ethan(the ingrate who ps me during staff lunch today fer slp).
Just to let you know Ethan, its alright that you couldnt wake up in time cos u suffered big punishment by having swollen eyes ored, so i'm gg to be nice and forget bout it. HAHA!
Today was our staff lunch at MOS which was utterly boring, besides the big ang pow we got frm the big boss. The rest were just so-so. Lousy music accompanied with free booze and ppl drank till they got drunk, puked, and fought with each other! Funniest ever!

Did nothing in MOS but dance and dance and drink and drink until it was time to meet Lina! Free dinner frm her, thanks Lina! Haha.. I seriously need slp so i think i'll just stop here and get some gd rest!! ((:

2006-02-04T10:56:00.000-08:00

Fine Ethan, make fun of my blog fer all you want. And of all times, you choose to do it liek at 5.04am in the morning just before u head down to meet us fer supper/breakfast!!

Shouldnt have smoked another cigg of menthol cos im feeling really bad now, so wanting to shit!!

Ended a terrible night of wrk before having supper with jeanette and ethan, followed by countless sessions of bitching. Frm sagging breast to anal sex and etc etc. Roars! I love u guys, we need some "shopping sprees". HAHAHA

Took off today so i can get some rest and hopefully later get my butt down to town to do some real shopping fer clothes.

ok, i duno what to type anymore so i'm just gg to stop here and slp with ma sexay bed. As usual she's calling out to me to slp with her. HAHA. Ciaos! (:

2006-01-26T16:30:00.000-08:00

Its been a while since i last updated. The past few days were crazy to me. Fun, laughter, bitching and all.
More importantly i met a new special someone but i'm not sure if things are gg to wrk out they way i want them to be. Its like we haven even met up since the last time we met which happens to be like last wednesday.
Argh, its killing me inside larh. I took off specially tmr, i hope that we could dig out some time to meet up!!!!

Advance pay's gg to be in today so i'll be slightly richer after tonight and i can afford myself a gd hearty meal! Its been a long time since i stepped into a posh restaurant to have dinner! Miss that kind of life. Wrk has been tiring and crazy. Serving stupid customers can make ur blood boil i swear, adn wait till u get one who pukes on you. yes, it happened on me. I was just happily standing ard doing nothing and enjoying the music where suddenly i felt warm subsatnce lingering on my hands. The bloodly fat customer whose alcoholic level was liek close to zero just wanted to puke on me larh. Its liek there was so much more space but he just chose to face me to puke on me. WTF!! And it spend me a whole 15 mins before i dared to even clean up the puke on me. YIKES!!!!

Anw, i miss all my frens that i haven been in contact with or i haven seen in ages, esp ma dearest jacq and mukz. Pls tell me when's ur oof day so we could all liek meet up to slack our lives away liek we always do in jc kay?

Fine, i'm gg to prepare fer wrk and one last time, i miss that new person in my life and i want to meet up tmr!!!!(thats if you ever read my blog) hahahaha

2006-01-15T22:33:00.000-08:00

I finally got ma pay and i tell u its as small as an ant pussy! But well, it wsa only fer 5 days of wrk so its not that bad. Just gg to wait fer ma January's pay and get wowed by it! HAHAHA!

Imma tired, i was suppose to club tonight but apparently ma colleages din get back to me so most prob they arent clubbing tonight too! haha, imma sick of clubbing(when u start wrking u'll know that).

Oh well, i guess i need to get back to sleep, so tata! bye and gd night!

2006-01-08T05:51:00.000-08:00

Shall make a quick update here! I just reached home from clubbing with ma MOS colleages and although the music they played was like crap, i did had a tiny bit of fun cos there was good company there! (:
So many ppl are already in the army and i'm still slacking ard. Soon its gg to be my turn and i have like no freaking idea how i'm gg to cope! Not because i'll find it tough but rather i'll miss ma frens till like mad and most likely just sit ard in camp wanting to go out to chill! hahaha.

I'm in need of love! When i go clubbing and see the rest of the ppl making out there, i'm like where's ma well deserved partner?? Craziness but ya, i need that very much. Flings are ok with me too. ROARS! And on another note, i hate ppl who tag rubbish on my tagboard, find somewhere else to do ur shit larh! But i appreciate the good comments i get on ma tag.(its just human nature) haha. and buzz of to those who just wanna get fame thru me!(omg, not like i'm damn popular or what)

Its like 5.49am now and if i carry on typing its just gonna be rubbish so i guess i'll just stop here and head fer ma bed. She's begging me to sleep with her, thats what happens when ure just oh so sexay!! HAHAHA
Nights ppl!

2006-01-03T13:07:00.000-08:00

Its a start of a new yr and soon i'll be in the army. Haha! To those going in this coming week, good luck to you guys and u'll definitely be missed! (:
Shall get my brows done later. Ciaos!

2005-12-26T22:16:00.000-08:00

I'm employed at Ministry of Sound. I started work official last night and all i can say is that i'm freaking shagged till i slpet like a pig when i reached home. Now jeanette and i are colleages, it means more breakfast tgt. Haha!

Well, come find me at M.O.S and talk to me cos i'm freaking tired with my job scope. haha. ok guys, merry christmas! i'm too tired to type. haha! byebye

2005-12-23T11:45:00.000-08:00

I reckon my patience's just growing, i can wait fer hours with the least complain and do nothing but just stare blankly into space. -laughs-

Well, Xmas around the corner and i haven made any resolutions yet. hmmmm i guess resolutions are just made fer fun becos we hardly stick to em and in time forget totally bout it! muahahahaha! still, i would list down some today and hopefully i'll just stick to em!

1) Get employed so i dont waste my time before i get into NS
2) Go home more often to visit my parents
3) Stop being a brat who neevr fails to disobey his mum
4) Try to curb my bad spending habits
5) Club less so i'll get flawless complexion.(smoke and lack of sleep disrupts it)
6) Smoke less!
7) Treat ma sisters nicer(stop spending ma sisters $$$)

muahhahahaha. well, i'm just jotting down some that wont be really of a tasj excep the one that writes spending less of ma sistas money! ROARS!!!!
imma meeting ma dear Gnette later to do last min shopping! so i need a lil more slp first! till den, i say bye to u guys! (:

2005-12-18T22:46:00.000-08:00

For the past 2 nights i have been clubbing like a mad child. Went to both Ministry of Sound and Zouk. Jeanette and Ethan's working dere so i met them both fer breakfast after their work on both nights. But Ethan didnt wrk yesterday so it was only me and Jeanette.

M.O.S is like super big that i walked till my legs went wobbly, but most importantly M.O.S's going to be my next hang out club cos there are like soooo many hot people in the club and i can have breakfast with ma frens after clubbing. Kill 2 birds with 1 stone!!!!

Zouk was f-ing disappointing cos they were playing trance the entire night and its f-ing weird because their house music was suppose to be RnB!! Damnnnn, wasted my money doing nothing la. POS! But anyway it was fun at M.O.S

Now i'm just looking fer a job and i think it'll be nice to wrk in M.O.S! laughs...
Ok, i gtg now so i'll update more on the next entry! ((:

p.s: to HEY who tagged on my tag board, "must" is an absolute term, therefore its only logically fer to me to disagree to your stand! -laughs- but thanks anw, at least i know my blog's being read! hahahahaha

2005-12-14T22:50:00.000-08:00

my goodness, 4 days just went pass like that. i'm still jobless and desperately looking for a job.
everyday was just play, play and more play. i'm stripped of cash. someboby help me!

2005-12-10T22:46:00.000-08:00

I haven been updating fer quite sometime, so imma jus going to blog bout yesterday. I met up with ma dear Jeanette and Tong Jue(she came only after 10.30pm) fer dinner and movie. Haha. I met new people yesterday, particularly Ethan, Gnette's fren who's on the same road as i am. Reminds me of a particular someone and i'm not mentioning any names here, I'm sure Gnette knows, -grins- haha! Told ma dear Gnette some stuffs and i thought its bringing us closer. Now she knows, i wont need to be hiding no more. LOVELY!

Imma looking forward to more shopping and bitching sessions with Gnette dear ((: though we din get to meet fer clubbing at chinablack. ):

And we caught THE DESCENT and i solemly swear its damn freaking good! I was so traumatised by the movie i wanted to puke. I was cursing in the movie after almost every scene and at that moment i was thinking it would be good to be watching Chicken Little instead. Haha! Headed down to stay overnight at Tong Jue's place to save the money on mid-night charges and planned out a "marathon" to watch Full House but apparently we all fell asleep in like 15mins (Gnette took less than 5mins), so that idea was ditched somehow. Haha!

I had a great ball of time yesterday though it was a simple dinner and movie but some things are greater when u hang out with people who understands you. I LURVE U GNETTE!! *muacks*

2005-12-02T00:54:00.000-08:00

Prom's done fer me. Gotten all my stuffs, or at least, i bought all the important stuffs already. I was out shopping with Lina yesterday frm 11.30am all the way to 7pm at night fer her top. Boon and Sharon joined us at a later time. We walked almost fer like years to find a nice top that will suit Lina and ended up getting one frm Chaos at hereen(which i told them to go right frm the start). We only went to hereen at 6plus la! Please listen to me next time ok? Hahaha..

We were walking in centrepoint and i happened to meet someone i knew, Alcan! It was scary i swear because i was like just chatting with him online the night before and i bumped into him at his working place. He offered to help me ask his manager fer job vacancies but apparently they dont need extra helpers. Haha. I was so shocked.(those with me would know)

I'm like so sick of being in town because i practically walked the entire orchard fer prom stuffs, not once but many many many times. Haha! And i'm still jobless now, no one wants to employ me la. OMG! I'm sucha good worker but none wants to employ me. I need the cash to feed myself! Sigh..Please someone call to say i'm employed. Haha! Okays, i'm off to cook dinner fer everyone! I'll be back soon! (((: BYE

2005-11-30T07:52:00.000-08:00

I'm kinda tired of shopping fer prom stuffs. Too much to think about with too little cash on hand. I'm lucky i got my jacket now, all i need is a nice top and belt. Ok! I was seriously bored to the last fibre so i decided to watch the new channel 8 drama serial that airs at 9pm every week nights. All i can say is that my grams dance better than those in the show and my plush dog acts a better role in it. I was horrified with their acting skills. The only thing that keeps you watching is the boredom you'll feel once you switched the teevee off! Haha. It was just horrifying! -faints-

I got asked to participate in some pageant stuff thats going to held in RAV soon and the prize's a modelling contract! Not as if i'll even get through the next round but hey, at least i participated in it! ((: OK. and if i do even win, thats another story..haha! well, i'm off fer now. shall be back soon! ciaos!!

2005-11-26T15:44:00.000-08:00

Ok. Just wanna thank all those who were with me last night to celebrate my birthday at ONE. Haha. Though i was virtually becoming a part of a Merlion(vomiting by the grass), i sure did have fun fer my 18th birthday!
I looked pathetically useless vomiting on those poor grass and sleeping by the river fer almost 2 hrs, with alternate vomiting sessions in between that 2 hours. Haha. I swear i never vomited like i did last night. It just kept coming out of my mouth and the alcohol somehow burned my throat, so now it hurts badly. Fights almost started between so many people that i dont even know who was fighting. i just laid in between the grass and river sleeping my night away. Oh, and Nad's working at One! I miss Nad!!

i reached home at around 4plus, only to slumber into deep sleep without changing out of the set of dirty clothes. -pissed- Now i hafta change the bedsheet and pillow cases, comforter and bloster. -wth- I swear i wasnt this drunk during Lionel's party! But anyway, many thanks to those who came last night and thanks fer ur presents! I like the jacket! (((:

2005-11-22T23:26:00.000-08:00

A quick update of what happened today. Haha. i met up with Lina to do some shopping fer prom and later Robin joined us. He came and left as fast as he could and den we met up with Sarah and Liling to do their shopping fer prom. Well, i applied fer the job at newurbanmale and hopefully they employ me cos i'm in need fer cash man!!! Robin applied too. Haha.

I got myself a new jacket which i'm not gg to mention the price and then i'm still kinda looking out fer long sleeve shirt and pants. And good suggestioN? May be Kel can give me some nice recommendations tmr when we meet. Haha. Ok.. i'm freaking hungry now i need to munch on my biscuits. Will update soon! (((: GOOD NIGHT PPL!!!

2005-11-22T09:23:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JACQUELINE CHAN!!! ok. it was her birthday yesterday. We met up at the singapore swimming club at 7pm fer dinner together with Mukz. Though it wasnt some what a planned big celebration, it was just a lil small meet up where we talked bout M.M and D.B and other stupid shit.

Well, before that, i was at Marina Square together with Lina and Boon May. We went to dye and highlight our fantabulous hair at Heatwave and i swear i think they did a good job too. Its was only $141 inclusive of a treatment and hair cut la. Damn cheap but good quality hair job done. Horray!!!! Oh.. And they happened to be filming fer some tv programme on channel U on their hairstylist. And unfortunately i might be on screen cos they were using me to "roleplay" them helping customers dyeing hair. ARGH!! I seriously look aweful!!!
But anyway my hair's in two shades of colour. The base colour is like light chocolate brown and my highlights are in ash green colour. Very the style cos the person cut off my fringe too!! haha. I like it overall. Haha. Lina and Boon May's hair some how both look the same. Lina dyed dark violet base with red highlight while Boon's was something like brown base and copper red highlights. Haha. It looks good on them too. (((:

Ok.. i need to eat already. till then ciaos!!

2005-11-20T10:57:00.000-08:00

My lord. I'm writing this bloody post feeling super duper bored! A's are like over but i'm still so bored! Haha. I should get a life soon. Ok, a little update on what i have been doing the past 2 days. Watched Harry Potter on Friday night together with the canoeist and i thought it was not too bad a show to watch. Worth my $$$$ spent. (: Then yesterday, i went to collect my new specs(its black framed) with my 4th sister. And we meet up with my eldest sis fer some lovely lunch at Marina Square. I just kept ordering the food since it was on my sis. Haha. then we shopping though i din buy anything cos we were running out of time. sigh. What a total waste cos i din get to spend my sis $$$$. Haha!!

I so wanna say that life's boring with no motive at all. Everyday i wake up thinking of what to do but i realise i dont have anything to do! My gawd, i think i need to find a job asap if not i'll be just rotting at home doing nothing! Any lobangs out there??? (((:

okays, i off to have my breakfast! ciaos ppl.

2005-11-18T10:19:00.000-08:00

I'M BACK PEOPLE!!!

Exams are finally over! YEAH!! Happiness fer me because i wont need to touch my horrendous textbooks again, at least fer the next 4 to 5 mths. Haha. It depends on how i fair fer my A's!

First of all, I think i screwed up my Maths paper, Geo paper 2 and my Econs paper 2. Sigh!

Somehow its strange to go home not knowing what else to do besides studying. Its been part of my life fer whole 2 mths and now i fel empty and lost inside. Funny shit right? -laughs-

But still, i'm so going to make full use of the time i have by fiding a job first. I enlist most probably in April u see so now bring on the cash. Haha.

Oh yes, I got my eyebrows done, like finally!!! Its neater and nicer i think. Haha.

I'm planning to geet a hair colour done on the 21st of nov together with Lina and Liling. I feel good without restrictions by the school. Haha.

The past 2 mths was like crap shit, i lacked the sleep(eyebags are like so bad), i lack the clubbing i need, i lack the shopping sprees i used to take. All in all, i was bored stiff!! -throws books aside-

Haha. So i'm gg out later to Lina's home fer a mahjong session and everyone bless me to win $$$$$!!! -snorts-

OK! I gtg noe, shall keep this bloggie running once again. -smiles-

till then, cya all! (((:

2005-10-06T22:04:00.000-07:00

My Maths teacher is one hell of a b****. She decided to complain to Mrs Kok that i didnt turn up for school on Tuesday and saw me loitering around in school only in the late afternoon. And because of her big mouth, my attendance's being closely monitered from now on. WTF!! Blah~~~ I hate her to the MAX~~

Anyway i wont be updating my blog for the next few weeks because i'm really stressed out by my atrocious results, thus i wont be using the computer during this period of 1 month. The next update shall be the day i end my big F-ing A's. HAHA!! So ya.. I'll miss writing here and i hope you guys will miss my blog too! (:
Till next time, GOODBYE!! ):

((((:

2005-10-05T16:46:00.000-07:00

Econs tuition starts in about 1/2 hour time, and i havent done the essay that i'm assigned to. -slaps-
First of all i hate blogger because of its screwed up page and the errors it make while i write my entry.
Got back my General Paper and i did really badly this time round. *ashamed*
Bought myself some PUREDERM's Cucumber Eye Pads to help relieve my eye puffiness, soothe my tired eyes and make it look refreshed. HAHAHA. I"m on a quest to look younger now.-laughs-

Just wondering how i'll look like after my A's because i'll be partying my nights away.
Guess i'll need more of these stuffs to help replenish the loss of sleep. Blah~~~
Penniless yet again, some one please give me some money. haha~
While the rest of you guys are most probably having a nice time outside to relax yourself, i'll be starting my Econs tuition soon.
I"m bored to the last fibre and F-ing sick because my bad throat's back. ARGH~
Its been 2 weeks of sore throat. -sighs-
WTF, I'm going off now.BYE! (:

2005-10-04T22:07:00.000-07:00

A little update on what i wrote yesterday that got erased. I got back my Maths paper and suck big time in it. It came as a huge wake up call for me, thus i'm beginning to start my intense revision from now on. Just in case you were wondering, I only scored a bare 5 marks, thats out of a 100. -pathetic look-

Anyway, I was in school today for the night study programme, together with the bitch(Lionel), and he commented that i aged quite a bit with comparison to the pictures taken at the end of last year. It seems like i aged one and a half years more, my eyes look tired, puffy eyes and screwed up complexion. SHIT man. Must be due to the late nights out, lack of sleep and stress(not from studying). I need more beauty sleep now. Utterly devastated by the fact that i now look older than my age. -sobs-

As i continue to wollow in self-pity, many people out there must be studying their ass off for the Big A's. Stressful... Which means more breakouts. ARGH~~~
Okays, i got to go fetch my bitchy sister outside my home now. Till den, ciaos! (:

2005-10-03T20:39:00.000-07:00

OMG I hate blogger. Apparently i wrote my new blog and it got erased. FUCK YOU MAN. KAN NI NA BEH CHAO CHEE BYE!!! LAN JIAO!! WTF! I'M PISSED. ARGH. It was such an interesting blog entry. CHEE BYE! -shows 3rd finger- X1000000000 times.

2005-10-01T13:58:00.000-07:00

How wish i was that homely person who prefers the environment at home rather than hanging outside. But unfortunately i'm not, which explains my die-hard addiction to clubbing and shopping. I could make good use of the time i spend outside by studying real hard at home. I hope to turn to that nerdy me and get down with studying. Apparently, i'm still stuck in this situation whereby i'm so frigging confused with myself. I see no future in the route i'm choosing right now but i cant seem to shake off the fact its not much of a choice. No one can understand the situation i'm facing and its difficult to find someone to pour these stuffs out. Even if there is, i wouldnt know where to start from. Sigh~~~~

I need the understanding from people that its not wrong of the way i'm choosing, but its just an unaccepting fact. I feel like i have been spending my life on a threadmill, everything seems so fast paced and once you try to stop, depression sets in. Everything's in a big mess and i wouldnt know where and when to start clearing up from. I wish i was still that 5 year old child where i could fall and cry, and even no matter how much it might hurt, some one would be there to take the pain all away. I hope i dont sink into depression soon. -dreadfulness- ):

Anw i jsu ended my econs tuition not too long ago and i'm F-ing hungry to the max. No breakfast taken and now i'm waiting fer lunch to come.haha! till den ciaos! (:

2005-09-30T13:44:00.000-07:00

OMG. I think blogger's back to normal, i dont see distorted options now. That's good, but i dont really need fanciful things in my blog so if it screws up i wouldnt really bother. HAHA! But what bothers me is that my handphone's MMS service is down. I cant send MMS and i have no idea why. Called Starhub but they said it was some technical problem weeks ago? Now its still down. I want to upload some of my pictures onto friendster! F-ing Starhub, u should burn and die! ):

I kind of had a chat together with my mom and sis last night and somehow i feel bad that i aint performing how i should be in my studies, though i refused to admit that in front of them. Haha. And i dont get along well with my dad. I can actually spend almost 18 years of my life not really bothering when his birthday is and what i'll be getting him for Fathers' day. I'm feeling a little remorseful but i dont really want to think so much at the moment. HAHAHA.

Will be meeting QQ later in town to do a little window shopping(i hope,cos i'm damn broke now) and for dinner. I postponed econs tuition today because Melvin couldnt make it earlier and he doesnt really want to end earlier because he'll feel bad eating my money. haha. Sucha nice econs tutor i have, so much frigging better than MR ALEX LUM. -pukes- I'm kind of in the mood for christmas though its like 2 mths away. I love the prezzies, the homely feeling i get and the company of friends. Haha (((: And did i mention i feel like clubbing tonight again?? Anyone nice enough to tag along with me?????? hahaha (:
Okays, shall head for the shower now and get myself prepared to go out. I'm dropping by my grams place later to check her out(sounds wrong), bcos i havent seen her in like 3 to 4 mths??? yupyup. Till then ciaos. (:

2005-09-29T23:34:00.000-07:00

Sore throat's back from outer space. Its hurting so badly i wish for a new throat. LAME SHIT! Whatever~

Skipped school today because of its frigging slack timetable. And i havent really got down to mugging which is kind of scary at the moment. I should take sometime off my busy schedule to actually start reading my notes, too many fanatasies, dreams and rubbish on my mind lately. OMMMP~ I need a confession!

Something's wrong with blogger and it seems screwed up.

Anyway i forgot to bring my contact lens back home, i left it at my sister's home. That means i'll be going out with my awful looking spectacles. SHIT

OH~ I want to work now, not studying but earning money! There's a vacancy at NewUrbanMale, the one at hereen and i'm so tempted to apply for it and just quit school. HAHA! (: Alomst forgot that i met one of my Secondary best friend, Yue Yuan at PS on Monday. Happened to be at PS so decided to drop by Cafe Cartel to check out if she was working. She was about to hve her break so i decided to accompany to eat her lunch. Did a little bit of catching up and i realised we havent really talked fer 2 whole years. Sigh~ I'm missing the times the 3 of us(Tracie, Yue Yuan and I) spend together, the silly things we did in lower sec and the laughter we shared during that time. GOSH~~ Im so missing u TRACIE!! Come home quick!

Was supposed to be meeting up with secondary school mates but apparently most of them cant make it today so i guess it'll take ages for us to finally meet up. Haha~ ):

Okays i have to get down to studying if not i'll just be as dead as my rotten apple.

Ciaos. ((:

2005-09-28T15:36:00.000-07:00

Havent been updating my blog lately because nothing really fantastic happened and writing some useless stuff would be irrelevant right? haha! I just came home from school which was a total waste of my time. The new timetable's so f-ing slack, i end at 12.15pm on Mondays, Tuesdays and Thursdays. 1pm on Friday and 3.15pm on Wednesday. While i skipped school on Monday and part of today's timetable. Went for Econs lecture only. Apparently it doesnt really matter if i do turn up fer schol or not because my Ct is an old woman with failing memory. HAHA! I like it when she forgets all about MC or parents letter when ure MIA.

Anyway i'll be having a torturous 2 hours of Econs tuition later at 5 so i better go prepare for it. Till then, BYE! (:

2005-09-25T15:10:00.000-07:00

I was dead drunk last night during Lionel's bdae party. Though i had plenty of fun just popping my head to the music and going nuts with his friends. I didnt know what i was drinking cos everyone was downing alcohol down my throat and the last thing i knew i was vomiting like shit outside the club, at the hawker centre, at Lionel's void deck, at Lionel's home and finally back at my own home. WTF. I felt like total nut case vomiting everywhere i went and they were taking care of me, though they were drunk too. HAHA! It was just lots of fun and i know my complexion's gonna get killed cos they were wiping my face with wet tissue like mad to try making me feel better. NOT ONCE BUT PLENTY OF TIMES!! OMG!

I never ever want to get drunk again cos the feeling suck big time, esp when u start vomiting. My eyeballs were practically coming off the socket. PUKES! Just woke up from my sleep and i think i'm going to have my lunch, bcos my stomach's empty.(vomited till i only left air inside) -slaps my own face-
What a F-ing disgrace sia, but thank god i wasnt the only one who was dead drunk. haha. OH.. There was this guy who was drunk(worst then me) but somehow could drink VODA VODA mineral water, then he stodd up in the hawker centre and ran(stupidly fast) away to duno where and people had to start chasing him. HAHA. Pathetic loser number 1. haha. I"m still brooding over why i could be so drunk. -sobs- ):

But most importantly i had fun, Lionel had fun and the rest had fun. Anw HAPPY 18Th BIRTHDAY LIONEL, ure a total bitch! (:

2005-09-22T21:01:00.000-07:00

I was literally lost for words when i woke up this morning. Couldnt breathe a word bcos of my throat. It hurt like mad when i drink water. So i decided to take a trip down to see my family doctor. Throat infection! This is crapo!

I hate having a bad throat cos it deprieves me of a chance to speak!

I'm feeling drowsy now. TIPSY!! (:

2005-09-21T20:45:00.000-07:00

Prelims are finally over. What a total bitch it is! It screwed my complexion, locked my freedom and chased away all the wonderful sleep i could have gotten. I HATE U PRELIMS!! Anw its over so i forgive u, haha! (: Well, its the upcoming big A's that i'm kinda worried at. Looking at my prelims i guess most likely i'll be serving the nation a yr later than the rest of the guys in my skl. WTH! -sianz-

I guess i have found my long lost insanity. I find joy in speaking thai language which i totally dont noe, and it gives me the satisfaction to see someone just staring in awe which my "knowledgeable" self. OMG! I'm nuts, someone send me to the nearby mental institute. Well my throat hasnt recovered yet, in fact it jus got worst frm the constant crap shit i was blabbering off just now. What a frigging bitch i was! haha. Bought myself a new outfit to go clubbing this sat and its a ripcurl singlet.

I'm having a major breakout. HELP ME!!! Someone prescribe me with some medication fer my face. Its being ruined. ):
I'm feeling tired i need my beauty sleep people. Ciaos. -smiles-

2005-09-20T21:15:00.000-07:00

Realised that i fell sick because i was sleeping directly under my air-con. Head kinda blew cos i decided to changed my sleeping position all thanks to my bimbotic sister. THANK YOU, ELIZABETH. You caused me to be terribly sick u bitch. haha. I'm still feeling a little feverish, though better then yesterday. But somehow my throat got worst. -puzzled- Bcos i drank so much water but it doesnt seem to even help the least bit. Okays, who cares anw if i fall sick and just die rite? So i'm just going to stop writing about me being sick.

First of all, i hate it when u walk on the streets and people just give you the stares. Either i'm f-ing good looking(which is not the case) or i'm f-ing ugly(which is totally IMPOSSIBLE). The whispers you hear just pisses me off. WTF. To those people who did that, PLEASE GET A LIFE! F-off. -shows diva sign-
Next, can somebody who's kind enough share with all of us a remedy to sore throat.(prefer those instant relief type). Bcos having a bad throat sucks biggie time ok??
And now i think i need to cuddle up in bed to replenish the lost sleep while i was out studying with Lionel at kovan Mac's today. gd nite ppl. I love u all! -snorts- (:

2005-09-19T20:27:00.000-07:00

Feeling sick when i was doing my geo paper 2. The paper was ok, no comments. Anw i think i'm getting so paraniod lately.. Just now i had a mosquito bite on my feet and i went bonkers over it. It scared the shit outta me cos its the dengue period. Moreover i'm having a slight fever now with a bad throat and my whole body's aching. Bleah~~~ And i keep having the feeling like i'm being stalked and thats craziness. I was walking back to my home just now and i thought someone was following me. I turned back and all i saw was trees and nothing else. Could it be some tree spirits? I'm nuts!

I'm not feeling well so i'm gg to stop here. Shall just cuddle in bed later and sleep my ass off tmr. HAHA! Ciaos (:
(i dont want to have dengue fever, cos it means i wont be able to club this sat.pray hard!)

2005-09-18T19:59:00.000-07:00

My 4th sis was moving back to our thomson hm.

We did all the packing at the Jurong hm and somehow my sis forgot all about her bra.

Its important fer a flat-chested person she is. HAHA!

And we left, only remembering that she didnt include the most important thing in her lyf when she was at the carpark.

So she decided to call my 3rd sis to throw all her bra down in a plastic bag frm the window.

HAHA. And the bag went flying right down only getting caught onto someone else's bamboo stick. OMG.

CLASSIC MOMENT i tell you. I laughed till i had stomache cramps. I swear it was the funniest scene ever. Check out my sis face, it was like constipated with horror.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Most prob one of the most pai-seh moment fer my sis. OMG. So she had to go to our the neighbour's home to retreive her bras! F-ing hilarious. It totally brightened up my day.

Anyway i had a major bitching session with my sisters too. Its been quite a long time since we last bitched bout things.Haha. I'm feeling bitchy again. (:

2005-09-18T12:13:00.000-07:00

No tuition today(taken mc). Its raining again- bleah~~

I'm bored stiff and have nothing to do except studying. GROSS~~

My new mp3 has not many songs, so people please send me nice songs. haha!

I'm wanting to club again. Any takers?

2005-09-17T11:40:00.000-07:00

Woke up with a splitting headache. No idea why bcos i din drink much last night when i was clubbing with Lionel. Had only a drink and now i'm having a headache. F-ing lousy i swear. Or may be its bcos of the smoke? Anw i meet the person i wanted to meet and i'm overjoyed. Super funny and lame with the hot looks. OMG this can kill. I'm not falling fer tt person i must say but just gushing over. -faints- ahaha. Still i think i suck with alcohol. My headache's kiiling me now.

And i got an Apple ipod mini instead cos my eldest sis din make it clear what i wanted so she jus bought anything. She actually mixed Ipod mini and Ipod nano up. OMG thats just the life of a rich woman, buying what she sees without even asking if its the correct one. But i'm still happy that she got me the mp3. Not being fussy over this cos i'm still shocked my mum told my sis to get it fer me. HAHA.

Okays. I need my beauty sleep again. Ciaos ppl. (:

2005-09-16T18:57:00.000-07:00

I hate it! Econs paper 3 was yesterday and even though i prepared fer it, i left the examination hall feeling like a bitch on the loose! The paper was F-ing difficult and so was today's Maths paper 2. I practically sat down there the entire time doing nothing fer today's paper. The only useless bitch who doesnt noe a single shit bout maths in the entire hall. WTF. I'm pissed.

To me it feels like the end of the prelims bcos the next few papers are not really relevant in making me pass my sub. HAHA! Anw i decided to buy the Apple ipod Nano, which cost only $438. Rather cheap so i'm going to lay my hands on them soon. OMG! Its damn nice too. I like~~ Went shopping again today to get MR LIONEL aka Bitch present. Got him this Mont Blanc wallet which kinda drained my entire savings fer this month cos i nedd to return Lina money. Haha but i dont care bout how much it cost, just that it makes the person receiving it happy. AND YES LINA AND ANGELA, YOUR PRESENTS WILL BE EQUALLY EXPENSIVE NEXT YEAR, I WONT FORGET!! haha. And Lionel if ure reading this u better give me the information i want bout A. haha. Damn hot i must say. I'm not despo i'm just interested. Anw we saw Kym Ng and Brian Wong at hereen today, they were filming some programme fer channel U. Kym's pretty and sweet, nice and cute and basically everything cool. Hahaha.

Okay i'm going to fall asleep typing so i guess i'll jus stop here. Yawns. I feel like i'm drunk~~weee

2005-09-13T14:49:00.000-07:00

Took my Maths paper 1 yesterday which i so totally know i will flung it. I only did 3 out of 14 qns. That would mean i will only be able to get at most 10 marks out of a 100, exculding all the wrong things i wrote in my paper. Haha. Right now i dont care bout my Maths bcos i have only been studying fer Econs. And the paper is tmr. PLS LET ME PASS IT!!! Okay, good news to share, my mum and sisters want to get me a MP3 player, god knows fer what reason they are being so kind to me. I was jus saying tt i think i need a MP3 den my 2nd sis said how bout getting an Apple IPOD? haha. What could have struck them to treat me better? Who cares anw if i can get my MP3. haha! Any recommendations ppl?

Moving on to something else. I hate people who cant keep secrets i tell them. If ure one of those who went to tell someone bout the biggest secret i have in my whole frigging lyf, u deserve to be shot dead. I HATE THESE PEOPLE! Cant u just keep ur mouth shut from telling others bout it? If i trust you enough to keep my secret you better keep it to yourself. Let me find out and u'll suffer BIG time. Okays, tomorrow's econs so i better get down to studying and make sure i pass my Econs tmr if not i'll be devastated. ):

I forgot to say i think i'm becoming a bitch tt plays ard, god pls dun ever let me do tt. I feel guilty! BYE!

2005-09-12T17:48:00.000-07:00

Geography paper 1. I took it today morning at 7.59am and i gave up after writing my 1st paragraph. Lay on my desk and started falling asleep. Everyone's kinda writing their arse of while i just sat there thinking of what to write in my blog fer today. I actually hand written a copy of what i wanted to blog but it was on the question paper so i couldnt take it hm to type out. I felt like slapping myself fer not being able to work hard and study during the study break. Most probably i'll be the last in class this time round again. I really thought that writing crap at that time was so much better then staring blankly into space. HahA! And to Shamani, I'm sorry fer distracting you during the paper cos i made you feel like sleeping too. OMG and WTF. Tomorrow's maths and i will be equally free during the time period cos i haven studied anything. HAHA. PLS SAVE ME, SEND SOMEONE TO SHOT ME AND WAKE ME UP FRM SLACKING!!!

On a lighter note, things have been going on pretty well fer me the past few days, excluding my studies, and i wonder if such nice stuffs will continue to happen? (:
Worries are bountiful and on the same note, preventions are almost ubiqutious. You use condoms during intercourse for fear of unwanted pregnancy and STDs. In love, prevention is useless. So to all the farking players whose main aim is to screw people and throw them aside, think again. What comes around goes around. WTF. Hate that cheap bastard. -boo- HAHAH!!

I guess its back to studying fer me now, i shall try to memorise some formulas to test out tmr's maths test. Wish me luck and gd luck to my wonderful bunch of frens! Till den, ciaos! (:

2005-09-09T23:54:00.000-07:00

OK! i shall start my blog by saying tt i went to meet Lina and Angela to study today.. fer details on studying part pls click onto my people-Angela at the side of my page and u'll noe bout studying. haha. Most importantly i hata mention bout the game we palyed today. It was those kind of grab a prize machines at arcades. For pictures on tt pls look at my dear fren Angela's blog! The 3 of us got 2pooh bears and 1 tigger in total. And there was this pts system each time u play, either u get pts added or deducted. In order to get the biggest prize which was a big size Melody u hafta get exactly 5 pts. Now let me ask u what 3+2 gives u? Know the ans? yup. apparently the arcade woman doesnt. She keot arguing with us tt we over shot the 5pts so Melody the frigging doll din drop instead it went back. THAT WAS FULL OF SHIT! So being the bitchy me i kept gg back to ask her fer it and i think she kinda gave up on us so she succumbed to my demand! haha. I mean i won it in the first place.WTF. She was like:"Were u the guy who spend a lot of money her? Since u did i give u the doll la." Argh.. I won it u bitch not u give me ok????? WTF. ok tts bout the whole story. Those interested in looking at pics pls refer to Angela's blog.

Haha. After tt i went to meet my fren fer dinner.-smiles- We ate Carl's Jr and the burger was like huge. Haha. Ok.. other details bout me gg out will not be given.haha! Tts all fer today. I FEEL BITCHY!! (: BYE

2005-09-06T22:54:00.000-07:00

Well first of all i had a wonderful day today! (: its was fun and enjoyable talking to you and making fun of ur actions! Anyway i went to meet Celine early in the morning at 9plus to sell her my newly bought adidas bag tt i only used fer twice. Haha thanks Celine fer giving me the extra cash to spend in the afternoon. We met Mr Chua Seng Siong cos he somehow came to burger king to study too and being nice ppl me and celine offered to let him sit with us to study. HAHA! Guess if my dear classmate is reading this she'll be damn jealous huh?(not mentioning who she is) But Celine and I left bk at around 12 to meet our own frens.

I had a great time after tt with a special someone later. Further details will only be given to those who know what i'm talking about. (: somehow i couldnt study much today too so i'm kinda dead and tmr's econs tuition and i haven done my hmwrk yet. OMG!! I"m gg off now to slp so i can wake up earlier in the morning to do my wrk. Haha ciaos ppl. i lurve u all! (:

2005-09-05T22:00:00.000-07:00

Finally back to blogging. I was kinda lazy to update my blog fer the past few days bcos nothing really much happened in my life. Haha!! First of all i'm so gg to die fer my prelims cos i haven really started studying yet. Read thru a couple of topics fer econs and maths and i'm shocked on how the rest of u guys out there can actually study fer like 9 hrs or so?? -worries-

Anw i'm kinda happy fer the past couple of days. I'm attracted to u. I'm anticipating fer ur msg every single moment. I hope to see u online every time i get online. I'm addicted to ur jokes and tease. I'm jus lurving it. Think no one understands what i'm writing but its okie. I'm still waiting fer ur msg or fer u to get online. Why arent u ard? Haha!! I'm sucha fool la.

I duno what to write ored la. so gdbye everyone! (:

2005-08-31T16:43:00.000-07:00

I'm growing more to be a bitch literally. Bcos all i do is to bitch bout others and oogle at other ppl! haha. Havent really been studying though dere's some progress with my studying scheme. I'm typing this post feeling bitchy cos i received some stupid stuffs jus now. What a despo is all i can say. HAHA!! Econs tuition starts in about 30mins time and i'm so frigging tired. Wonder what Melvin's gonna teach later!

Went back to skl to watch the dance performance by the dance team and i seriously think that the standard has dropped. I mean the steps were all kinda simple and anyone who's inclined to dancing could easily replicate it after watching it a few times. The dressing was wrong and most importantly the coordination was kinda bad! I'm not trying to say they suck cos i noe its not easy to dance but i jus think dere's so much tt can be improved. I'm kinda thinking of venturing into dancing cos i feel attracted to the groovy moves and jumpy beats. haha. Here i am bitching bout others again. OMG! I shld change fer nuts if not everyone will so hate me. haha.

Dropped by my sec skl to pay a visit to my teachers and boy they were jus so shocked to see me! It took them like a min to realise tt i'm actually the geeky Eugene they used to taught. haha. I changed and so did everyone. Haha. Forgot to mention tt i'm pissed with the ppl who bought the same bag as i did and i;m so not taking it to skl anymore cos i wont want to be looking the same as everyone else! -bleah- On a lighter note, i got a new jacket frm OAKLAND which cost bout 109bucks. But it's worth it i tell u!! -evil grin- Its red in colour btw. haha! And i hope Jacq and Max makes gd use of the bk tt i "bought" fer them! haha.

Hmmm.. i guess thats all i'm writing fer now cos i cant really think well right now so till the nxt post, i lurve u guys! BYE!! (:

2005-08-29T22:22:00.000-07:00

I was kind of lazy to blog yesterday and the day before so i left it blank! Haha. Well i went out on sat with Lina(cos we both got ditched by the rest of the clique) to walk ard in town. She got herself this limited edition bag tt cost 89bucks only and i got myself a new cap frm quiksilver. Both items are really nice cos i chose them and knowing my fabulous taste how bad can it be rite?? -laughter- I have been spending like nobody's business lately which hapens to be a total crime for me. I'm broke now and i'm suffering.

Carrying on with today, i met up with jacq to study at siglap starbucks! We did so much bitching and eavesdropping on other people in starbucks. Some VS teacher was self-proclaiming on how gd she was in teaching and referred her student as a butterfrog?(wonder what on earth is tt) She was so full of herself i could jus stand up and tell her she's blak and ugly. pukes! Somehow Miss Jacqueline Chan became depressed after seeing Mark Chay the swimmer and his swimmer fren cos they were so hot! She whined and groaned on wanting to find a similar hot dude like them! -madness loomed- I studied frm 12 to 6 with reasonable amt of rest and moments of excitement. Haha.

We both then went to bedok corner to have our dinner and i ordered chicken satay fer both if us. Jacq got fooled into believing she was consuming chicken stomach tt she had to play with it till she got convinced it wasnt. What a pathetic loser! -smiles- both of us the bitches went hm after tt and i'm now sitting in front of my computer screen writing this entry! haha. tts all folks and i want somebody tonight! BYE (:

2005-08-26T21:47:00.000-07:00

First of all i want to say that i'm so going to be dead fer my Gp prelim today! The comprehension was a total killer and most of us couldnt even comprehen what the qns wanted! It was jus so difficult okie? Almost wanted to kill myself after the test cos its the first time in which i ever felt that comprehension cannot be done! OMG! But other then the comprehension the essay was still okie, at least i was still able to write out some shit to hand in. HAHA. And after tt me, QQ, Lina, Angela, Robin, Jun Wen and van went to Pizza Hut fer lunch and i ate pasta agian! haha. The thought of it makes my mouth water. I'm hungry now. ARGH~

Anyway all of us kinda got seperated after lunch cos QQ and jun wen had to be back in skl fer training? And Lina went fer a haircut with the companion of Angela and Jacinta. Whereas me, Robs and van went to town to shop and i bought a new adidas bag fer myself tt cost only $69, its frigging cheap and nice la. van was farking pissed with me cos she wanted to get it too but i SAW IT FIRST!! haha!

TOO BAD FER VAN!!! haha. And i had to rush hm fer tuition at 5 and tt kinda sums up the day fer me! haha. go to my friendster to check out my new baggy!! -smiles- bye!

2005-08-25T20:35:00.000-07:00

This will be really short post cos tmr's GP prelim exam. I hafta do a lil bit of last min read thru, if not i will definitely fail it tmr! Haha. Nothing really interestin happened today besides me reading thru some of the notes i haf fer GP which was kinda useless-snorts- I'm still experimenting out with my hair cos its kinda short and i duno how to style it! My mood's getting better ored but the scar will always remain. Received a special something yest and i hope it wont turn out to be as the same as the previous one.(if it ever develops into a special relationship..haha)

Okays i dhall jus stop here fer now and i'll write more tmr if i have the time to do so! Yupyup. luvre myself! (: bye!

2005-08-24T21:45:00.000-07:00

Omg omg! I have so much to complain bout my maths teacher Mrs Lim! I can say she's toatlly naggy and LO-SOH. She takes a total of 20mins to go thru 1 stupid maths qn and keeps repeating the qn. Like duh-i can read it on my own??? Frigging pissed i tell u. And she can take another 10mins to plan out what she wants to do fer study break? Guess i'll only need 2mins if i were her. But then again i'm not like her so its a different story liao. Haha! Because of her long-windedness Lina and Jacinta had to wait fer 1/2 an hr fer us before we headed down to PS fer swensen's sundae which cost only $4 fer students? Haha..practically cheap shit we were eating la! haha..

And i went to REDS to get my hair cut cos my long hair was pissing me off. My stylist called Cindy gave me a total new look! haha. Those curious can wait on fri to see my hair. Haha. I think its not too bad this time round cos Lina, Jacinta and Angela says it looks quite gd jus tt my front was a lil too short. HAHA!! Getting a picture ored?? But my back looks really cool! oooh~ Most prob i'll be gg back there to get my hair done ored. hee! After tt we took neo prints which kinda turned out to be damn gross cos the pictures were all so bright. Could hardly even see our faces! I was so late fer tuition at 5 tt i took a cab back to jurong. I waited fer like 15 mins to get a cab la? Made my tuition teacher wait fer 15 mins lo. haha! Thank god he's sucha nice guy. Yupyup. I'm getting sleepy ored.. shall cont blogging tmr! (: bye!

2005-08-23T20:45:00.000-07:00

I reckon i'm suffering frm mental illness because i've been acting strangely today. I think econs make me nuts cos i've totally no idea on wat Mr L.U.M(love u melinda) is talking about in class. It made me so bored i decided to turn my attention to Lina. Haha!! I so irritated her till she so couldnt take it, she almost went bonkers too. We sang some stupid chinese song by Faye Wong which was oh-so outdated and i wonder how i knewit. Must have been struck by some weird forces. haha! Then i decided to stunt Lina by cutting my toes nails in class and subsequently threw it into her handphone pouch. Haha!! I was so amazed by my own actions i couldnt stop laughning. That's actually a sign of depression u noe? -boo-

And yes, i went to skl today! Its a miracle tt i was able to wake up 5am in the morning to travel all the way frm jurong down to serangoon/hougang, where ever my lousy skl is. Skl was practically a total waste of time as usual cos dere was only GP and Econs tt i went fer, and skl ended at like 1pm??? wasteful shit~~ yucks! Will still be gg fer skl tmr cos i decided not to attend lessons on thurs since Gp prelim is like on FRIDAY. Gosh~its scaring the piss outta me! -laughs- I changed my blog's pic to this duno wat picture tt looked kinda blurry so i think i'll be changing it soon again but i need ur help Angela! haha..

After skl i went to bishan junction8 with MS QQ who was so nice to accompany me to get my socks. haha. i bought some nice accesories tt i'll be wearing tmr. And its damn cheap i solemnly swear! ahaha. cool huh? I'm oso kinda addicted with watching channel 8 serial drama shows now, watched some dragon shit and egg crap, 7 and 9 pm respectively. Which kinda mean tt i'm hardly even studying la. HAHA!! Shall not watch today's 9pm show to finish up my econs tys mcq qn fer my tuition teacher by tonight(which is kinda impossible cos i have 10cphts? but still i'll try to.haha) Okays. I shall stop here fer now and when i have spicy gossips to share i'll post again! -smiles-

2005-08-22T15:30:00.000-07:00

I woke up at 5 this morning and kept changing my alarm time to a later time till i got so restless i decided to skip skl again! -bleah- I'm cultivating such a bad habit ever since tt incident happened, i'm left with not much energy fer skl and studies which i sure noe its bad!! ): I need hlp here! ROARS!! Its stupig fer anyone to actually start thinking bout things u shld have long forgotten bout it cos u noe dere wont be anything wonderful tt will happen but it takes more than jus saying it! As they say its easier said then done. I'm still confused inside on which path to take but thank God i have support frm my frens! yippie!! But i jus hate tt person fer jus playing ard. I so wish tt person will get caught shitting without toilet paper or water.haha! i'm evil but tt person's worst, deserves all these treatment!

Well i haven studied since i woke up. I'm actually quite amazed by my abilities to waste time by not doing anything. haha! But i'll start studying after i write this blog entry! -smiles- Its also kinda useless to be in skl today cos dere isnt any really impt stuff tt must be known now since they finished teaching the syllabus, but still i must pretend tt i'm so gd and attend skl frm tmr onwards. hee~ I sure cant wait fer my prelims to be over so i can finally meet all my sec skl frens again. Its been like frigging long since i last saw them. hahA! miss them till i can reach to kiss my own ass. haha! LOoking forward to meeting them..hmm..(:

But right now i better get back to studying my econs fer tuition tis wed and fri, i lead sucha hectic lyf so its no wonder i cant wake up early in the morning to go to skl(its jus a plain excuse..haha)-beams- And dere's another thing i almost forgot, i'm stopping maths tuition fer this mth cos Sharon, my tuition buddy decided to start gg fer tuition only nxt mth so we need not pay fer the lessons we dun go fer this mth. That will mean tt i have an extra $150 since i wont need to pay tuition this mth and my mum doesnt noe bout tis! But i'm still thinking on whether i shld be a gd boy and tell my mum bout tis or jus keep the $150 fer myself to clear my debts and shopping? its quite a lot of money u noe?(i cld do lots of things with it). Somehow i think i need to return half of it so as to not feel tt bad bout lying to my mum and all the stuffs tt i have done lately tt will jus break her heart so much if she finds out bout it! -sigh- I'm darn confused now and i sure need some advice. yupyup! And i'll need to re-think on the stuffs i did tt would be heartbreaking and realise wats the best route fer me to take and continue with my lyf.

Yupyup. Shall get down to studying now if not i'll feel even more guilty using my sis hm to not study. sighsigh. -sadness looms in my room- Till my next post, i lurve and hate myself.. bye!

2005-08-21T22:55:00.000-07:00

sigh! wat a long it is today. feel super duper dumb rite start in the morning! haha. woke up at 7 to prepare fer tuition at parkway. i left hm and went all the way to parkway but i received a msg frm Sharon saying she's not gg fer tuition. so i decided not to go too cos i'll feel super intimidated alone. haha!! was meeting Jacq later in the afternoon so i decided to stay at ard tt area. haha. so i went to burger king to study all ALONE frm 9 to 11. and tt wonderwoman Jacq was super late. came only at 1pm to meet me cos she had impt things to do. so forgiven! haha.. and i had this super big riped pimple on my cheek when i woke up tis morning?? hate it to the max.

we went to cartel to haf our lunch tgt. Jacq named my pimple polly.haha! and i revealed some shocking news to Jacq. not many ppl noes bout tis so it was kinda shocking fer her. yup. den later Mukz joined us at bout 2.30 to haf her lunch too.. haha! den i oso told her tt shocking news and both of them kinda got shocked by it. its nothing gd bout the news but i learnt a lesson and it brought the 3 of us closer too. yup! its dumb thinking back on tt thing and i became quite depressed too. haha! the 2 nice gals was kinda trying quite hard to make me feel better by accompanying me fer dineer till bout 8plus. we had pasta fer dinner again. haha! think i lead a boring lyf cos my lyf revolves ard pasta. haha! and at 5.52, polly my pimple bursted and died a horrible death. sob sob!! haha

then the 3 of us left parkway at bout 9 and me and jacq decided to take a cab down to her hm and i went to tanah merah. i was actually holding back my piss(new word frm jcq) fer quite sometime and when i reached tanah merah i couldnt find the toilet la! so i decided to do wat lil kids normally would do. haha! the rest is up to ur imagination!!! ROARS~~ haha. i lurve talking to Jacq and Mukz cos we kinda haf this vibe gg on. well tts a summary of wat happened today and i guess i'll start writing more when i get use to this blogging stuff! haha. till den i lurve myself! (:

2005-08-20T23:38:00.000-07:00

haha. this is my first ever blog i'm ever posting in my entire lyf. while, first i hafta thank Angela fer helping me dsign tis blog page cos i know nuts but blogging! haha. i wanted jessica alba to be in my blog and Angela found a really cool pic of her! oo wee.. thanks again Angela. i owe u ice-cream!

i shall start with saying that i'm so darn bored at hm that i kinda decided that i wanted a blog of my own, after reading like oh-so-many blogs my frens have. it does bring on the urge huh?? hmm.. still kinda new at this so i'm jus rather testing it out. haha~ i spend my entire day at hm rotting. woke up at 9 cos my niece was screaming her head off, running to my bed calling my name and pulling my hair! and mind u she's only 1yr old! with no one to make fer me breakfast i had to accomodate by eating maggie mee fer breakfast, bread fer lunch and PIZZA fer dinner. ahaha. dinner was the best! its free somemore. my sis paid fer it!

so tt practically states what i did the entire day.haha! did no studying, but i'm kinda feeling the pressure now with the stupid prelims coing up! argh~i hate skl to da max!! wonder why i'm even studying when i don even attend lessons in skl. haha! these few days were so torturous fer me la! i had to deal with Apple who happens to be farking player. likes playing ard..haiz. only Van, Marsh and Nad will noe. i'm so dying. its wrong to do wat i'm doing but i cant control it. watever. shant say anything else now. haha! i ave like maths tuition tmr which i haven been gg fer 2 weeks?? naughty boy huh? will be gg tmr though..haha!

think i said quite a bit fer my ever first post so i think i'm gg to stop here and wanna thank Ms Angela fer designing tis blog fer me. shall teach me more when u have the time ya girl?? thankies!